[Overbearing, Wilful, Barbarous] Me

I really do hope there's miracle.

2009-03-29T03:22:00.004+08:00

Today i went to see one of my high school friend, Thasia. She is having cancer. I could barely recognize her when she appear infront of me. My tears started rolling in my eyes, I quickly turn my back to her and try to control. It was hard for me.. Very hard...

My heart seriously break into pieces.

She is so skinny, I could see her bone. She was pretty and hot last time, and now... she look totally different! My heart shattered, so restless that I couldn't even describe how it felt like. Perhaps this was my first time facing things like this, thats why i couldnt take it.

Friends organize a "farewell" for her. Estimated that she wont be living any longer.

We dance together before during high school time. She heard the song" hips dont lie-shakira" from radio, she turn to me and ask, hey.. do you remember this song? We dance together before.

In a way, im glad that she still remember but.. seriously.. my heart bleeding already.

I felt relief when I knew that she is such optimistic about her sickness.

This is the first time I ever hope there's miracle.

第一篇用华语写的部落格 =D

2009-01-12T00:36:00.004+08:00

今天很想打华语，可能是因为时常看zy的部落格吧！pepper终于被买家买了，有了新的主人。希望这个主人真的对她好。当carmen告诉我说狗狗被卖走的时候，心里真的有点难受，眼泪不禁地在眼眶里打转着了。。。carmen的弟弟哭得可惨呢。。。

狗就像家人一样。真不能想象如果我的狗离开我，我会怎样。一定是哭得稀里哗啦~ 狗有感情，它们也会伤心。我最讨厌看见虐待狗的人！我会将它们分尸！！！

今天我只想写一些感想，用华语真的能表达的比较仔细~

今天我觉得很无奈~

on the xmas day!

2008-12-28T20:55:00.003+08:00

on 25/12/08, i went out with my friend- steven, He got back from australia and his travel trip. We went to The curve, it were a massive jam over there.. At least it's better than KL, not moving condition. I asked carmen to come along because i know she will be bored at home! hahaha... So..i drove there.

I drove round n round.. FINALLY!! I found one parking!! i was like..oh god.. thanks alot. The PIG (ppl who dont eat pork) infront of me claimed that that's his parking. It's so obvious that he put his signal wrongly, and his wife came down and told us that's his parking!!! OMG!!! HE MADE MISTAKE OF THE SIGNAL AND NOW HE STEAL MY PARKING!!!!! fine.. nvm.. i try to be calm.. yet still cursing.. and i found another car coming out from the same role!! i quickly turn on the signal. ANOTHER PIG!!!!!!! park in quickly without showing any signal! I was really mad. I wait infront of his car and i horn several times, i was in tend to embarassed him, SERVE HIM RIGHT!!!! his family members all look at him and he dare not to look at me. Not to be racist, they should go back to village and stay! City is for civilise ppl. ARGH! annoying. nowonder this country never improve, is all because of these pigs!

In the end, i drive forward and finally i found a parking which nobody fight with me.. Here comes another drama, I do not know how to park a car. So i followed carmen's direction, yet.. I'm still moving front and back , front and back for few times. NOT MOVING AT ALL! A car came, the younster inside the car stop by and look at me..I was damn embarassed and eventually i decided to let carmen park. DAMN!

I met steven's friend, they are chris, cheryl and edward. they are all nice, funny and talkactive. =D we walk around..then we watched movie together -the bedtime stories. IT WAS HILARIOUS! carmen laughed like mad. A weird guy sat beside steven, he is so dramatic, he laugh with alot action. it's just dramatic! Night we went steamboat.

I love this christmas. I finally felt not so lonely ever after. lol.

Penang trip.

2008-08-25T00:57:00.010+08:00

After weeks never been to blogger, they had a new look for it. It looks more organize now. =D

My semester break was boring. I sleep almost every evening. When the clock hit 4pm, I'll get sleepy and I need sleep! It's like a habit now, everyday 4-8, most of the time, IM SLEEPING!!!
On the 4th, 5th and 6th, I was at penang. It's great, too bad that's not sun, i cant sun bath over there, it's all day windy. In the end, I didn't get to tan my skin. I enjoyed the beach. =D
Of course, never miss out the nice food over there. Besides food, girl usually do shopping! I discovered alot of trendy boutique! It can even beat KL's boutique! really. But too bad I didn't get the chance to really shop around.

This uncle is quite funny. see the way he wore the helmet.

nice cool old building.
Penang beach. I play the water sports-jetski!!! It was damn fun okay!! Must try, but very pricy. =( RM 120 for 30 minutes. OMG!!!Outside this kindergarden got ultraman. Wonder they pay for the copyright or not. =pI had steak for dinner at The Ship. Food.. taste.. so so. 90% of customers are ang moh inside, maybe they don't like malaysian food. Hmm.. never adapt to our culture! Very big prawn okay!!! PLus.. I dont eat prawn. (nono,must inform here, Im ellergic to prawn, I'm actually craving to eat. so sad) and it cost RM6!! Expensive siao. Penang food are all small portion. Every meal i took 2 portion.It was rainy day. Luckily it was also my last day. This is penang bridge.

I love beach!

2008-07-30T13:19:00.002+08:00

Hardly update my blog now days, due to my boring lifestyle. I got nothing to say about. Seriously! Now I found out blogging is actually for sad people like me. Is like the other way to express myself. Why blog about happy thing?? Happy thing is memories, is always in your mind, I dont need blogging to remember part of it. Sad thing is the one.. We should express and forget about it. When there's nobody to talk to, basically you just need a listener, so just blog!

Commit suicide, is not a bad thing and it's not a stupid action. Why people commit suicide? Because they lose hope and faith in everything.. every single thing and there's nobody to raise them up. Whose fault in the end? Izit because the friends and family around him doesn't aware of that or.. purely because he/she is insane?

2008-07-10T21:20:00.002+08:00

Im not so rich, that's why im always out of the activities.
Im always having emotion-less face, thats why people dont like to talk to me.
Im not a always-smilling-person, that's why people always thought im in bad mood.
Im not jolly enough, thats why people always dicth me aside.
Im not smart... Im not rich... Im not jolly... Im always emo..

The world loves people that always smile, love people that is jolly, love people that always sweet talk, love people that is rich.. Im just none of them.

I'm just being me, but nobody like it.
Eating alone could be happy, shopping alone is not bad? Online chatting is fun!
I'm alone, cause I'm none of those people.

Happy birthday to My 2 babe.

2008-06-30T22:59:00.005+08:00

Today is a happy day! as what Lovey said..
After all the emo and depressed incident happened on me, now is time to refresh!!!!

On the 21th of june, I got my 2 pretty babe's birthday party, at... mamak stall, cool? we got professional photographers. At first it was quite a disaster, in the end turn out quite fun! hehee...

After that we went clubbing, after clubbing, we went up to bangsar hill and watch sun rise.

day 4

2008-06-23T23:28:00.003+08:00

Fuck! I hate myself. Hate myself being so pathetic and stupid!
I saw him in college today, my freaking hand were freezing like mad, really cold eventhough im in a warm place; my leg were numb as though i cant walk at all, the feet were heavy.

It's just pathetic!!!!!!! I want to talk to him so much and i want to sit infront of him and talk to him, look into his eyes! but.... I only dare to glance at him from far away in like... 1 second. Im so affraid that he spotted me seeing him, like stalker wei..hhahahaha..

Anyhow, eventhough after long long time, i believe somehow i'll still love him deep in my heart.

last post about you..

2008-06-21T13:51:00.012+08:00

We get attracted to each other because we got the same interest.
We get attracted to each other because we always laugh at the lame jokes.
We get attracted to each other because we always always do stupid things together.
We get attracted to each other because we love at first sight.

You said you love to see me looking into your eyes when you talk.
You said you love me to kiss you and hug you.
You said you want me to stay with you forever.
You said you want us to hold hand till we old.

I miss you doing funny movement infront of me.
I miss you teasing me and I show you my sour face.
I miss you when you're in the kitchen preparing dinner for me.
I miss us cooking together and eat together.
I miss talking and look into your eyes.
I miss you playing guitar and sing love song to me.
I miss us being so natural infront of each other, like we knew each other for 10, 20 years!
I miss you home at ipoh.
I miss everything about you, even when u dump me alone.

I know your feelings towards me has changed. I know i need to move on. Sorry, I deleted and blocked you in msn and friendster. I dont wanna let myself see you again, I dont wanna let myself know anything about you anymore! It's hard... Bye. This is my last post about you.

Barry Chook, you are some one that I love deeply from my heart before. Once, I thought you were the one, Im wrong.

Dont always dream.

2008-06-16T22:55:00.003+08:00

You can enlarge it and see it clearly with your eye ball. beat me if you can! =p

I got a new bruised. I thought yesterday I could wear my short happily after clearing all the black spots and bruises!

I was like..YES! i can show my nice leg from now on!

Who knows..b4 i put on my clothes, I bang on the stupid metal sofa. SIGH~ Dream crashed. DAMN!

2008-06-15T00:37:00.002+08:00

I dont know why all these always happened. Since 3 years back.
And now..same thing happened, and my feelings told me that, he really got something on with another girl. I must believe this feelings, because it felt the same as last time, same..so strong!

Last time is like a knife poke into my heart; now? Is like..a needle (experience b4 thats why not that hurt as last time anymore). STILL! the blood that pour out from my heart is still the same...

I wish that the feelings is fault. God..please tell me is fault..

I knew you changed. I knew it! I still wanna lie to myself..

Cause I just love you too much

2008-05-25T04:11:00.001+08:00

I couldn't describe how i felt now. It's really heartbreaking. I've been through this, i knew how it felt. Yet, i still couldn't control.

I rmb your promises. I love you.

Bday wish.

2008-05-11T22:15:00.003+08:00

I've completed 1500 words of essay for MCS. (somebody may say it's very little, for me is damn a lot!!!!) It's crazy!! It suppose to finish in few hours times, but.. Im so not focus! I play with my dogs, i chat online, i surf the net, I watched tv, that's why.. I used 2 days to finished it. I still finished it on time and not rushing at all. =p

This is an announcement or a note? for my friend who wants to buy me birthday present. I'm helping you guys not to think so much. =p 30th May is my birthday!!!! wooohooooo! It's 19 years old this year. Feeling abit old, because next year will starting with 2. 20 years old.

This is my wish since....dont know when. I wish somebody can throw me a small party! Like suprise party? Hahahhahaa... My birthday is always on the holiday, school holiday! I hate it. Holiday made all my friends gone, they go back hometown, they go travel, they sleep in the house.

My wishlist (something useable):
1. A stand that could hang all my accessories. (actually not much accessories, just feel like hanging)
2. More sexy clothes please.... I found myself quite conservative of late. =p
3. birthday cake!!!!! can?
4. Treat me a nice meal??
5. a cap? cool cap!!!! My roxy cap from white turn to yellow. hehe...

That's all for now! I will add on more if I think of any. hehe...

P/s to ASHLEY N LOVEY, PLS NO PHOTOFRAME!

Are you happy?

2008-04-18T22:13:00.002+08:00

When someone ask you, Are you happy now?
Could u really answer "yes"?

One month ago, one of my old friend asked:"Kenix, are you happy now?"
I take 30 seconds to think about it and ans.. yea..? perhaps.

It's first year anniversary! =D
I wish there are more...second..third...fourth.......

Haiz.. I can feel that he is less patient and tolerate to me alr.
HOw? Be patient lo..

AFC channel affected my dad kao kao.

2008-04-16T19:22:00.006+08:00

My dad cook very often now days.
Last time, he loves to cook steak for us, but since mom started to pray 'guan ying', dad did not cook steak anymore.

Last time, he only watch Sports channel, but since AFC channel ( a channel that only talk about food, how to cook and more, mostly western food.) occur in astro! My dad started to watch AFC channel like everyday!!!!!!

Besides the time for watching foodball match, rest of the time, he use to watch travel channel, but NOW!!!!! You can see him watching AFC channel only!!!!

Dad started to cook again since last 3 weeks.
He started with seafood spaghetti. Since then...he cook it like...twice a week. -.-'''
Then.. he did another new dish ( so glad that he found out another recipe. =p if not we have to eat spaghetti like...everyday!). which is some grill chicken with potato topping and some yummy gravy. The salad was good. It was so matching with the chicken.
Today, dad called.

Dad: Mom is going yoga today, so are u going to have dinner on your own?
Me: Er.. NO?? (why so weird? suddenly ask?)
Dad: Oh..so you dont have dinner la?
Me: maybe.
Dad: Are you going out to eat with barry(boyfriend)?
Me: I dont no? Dont think so.
Dad: So i cook tonight, are you coming back?
Me: OK! (since he is cooking, i must go back! )

My dad is so funny, he can just straight to the point. Maybe he is shy. u know...MAN. =p
Dad cooked western food again. He prepared the dinner in kitchen for 1 hour! haha.. so patient la.
I was on9 in the living hall, seriously! I can smell the good smell...
Finally, after 1 hour, the kitchen did not become dirty and messy. ( if not mom came bek from yoga and she saw, she will scream!)
Dad used the potato to be the first layer, then vege, then chicken roll with bacon!I would like to rate! LOL.
rate: 3.5/5

Decision.

2008-04-15T23:57:00.002+08:00

Life is about decision. Now I kinda understand this.
Somebody choose to become better, some choose to remain and some choose to let go.
Every thing good, people tends to grab it first. This is human. This is me, you and everybody!

Every subject, we require to work in group. For PR subject, sir wants us to group in 4.
It's long story.
CUT IT SHORT!
I did not join my usual group, I let some one to join them, not because im acting noble but I think I can co-operate with other people, so...I choose to go with other group!
Anyway, if you ask me, dont you feel sad or angry.
Haha..if I say no, will you believe?
Abit. =p
But I'm now fine. =)

I just wish that I can do well. That's all.
Impossible is NOTHING! hahahaha...

film studies.

2008-04-09T19:10:00.003+08:00

This morning, we are late again. to class.
Last week i was sick, that's why i didn't have a chance to see how our film studies lecturer look like. Finally today! I saw him and my first impression were abit sleepy and blur but when he started talking, he sounds thrilling and attractive. His knowledge just push away his blurness and sleepyness. LOL!

Anyway, his class is really interesting and never kept me in bored. Is about hollywood film! =D How can you fall a sleep? After that we need to do grouping. Here comes a hard decision. Actually is not that hard, just... you know... different people wanna produce different kind of work, so they prefer to work with people that they desire.

For me. Im ok with anybody as long as they do work. I believe everybody can produce something good and different. When all these different thing comes together, it become amazing! right?

Cut the crap! Today sir let us watch a nice-old-japanese-bad quality movie. But the story is nice~ Our class ended by 11. So all of us only get to watch until half.

I was so excited about the movie since my lecturer told abit further about the movie after he stopped it. When i reach home, I quickly on my laptop and search for the movie. I downloaded it from crunchy roll. It's fast and TaDaa! I finished the movie. It's a touching.. beautiful story. Unexpected ending.

This movie called Love letter filmed by Shunji Iwai. Must watch okay!!

Not gonna be Anorexic!!!!!

2008-04-07T21:45:00.003+08:00

I fell sick twice in a month.
First was during my semester break, I got food poisoning. As you know, food poisoning is really serious case. I really lose weight like gila gila. I vomited and diarhea like only-god-knows. I vomit and diarhea at the same time, you can't control which to come out first.

2nd one was few days ago. I got fever for 39 celcius!!!!!! MY GOODNES!!! 2 more, my brain cacated and u can never see me anymore. I might die u know. Luckily I got my boyfriend to fetch me to clicnic.
But guess what? My mom don't really care.

And now! I cant wear my jeans. It's like dropping. I did not realise that I lose weight again until today when i put on my jeans. It's dropping!!!!!!! I felt so ugly now.

My friend said I look like anorexic NOW. -.-''' I dont wanna be like her.I need only 2 weeks. I can get back to my shape. LOL. hot body is coming..... gimme some time. ok!

Puppies are given to good home.

2008-04-01T01:35:00.003+08:00

On the 28 Jan 08. My female dog, Mimi gave birth to 3 puppies. I still remembered that she gave birth before my class started. I recorded the whole process of giving birth to a puppy, it's amazing. The puppies were all closing eyes for 10 days.. then they open their eyes, it was a bit grey. Then they started to walk, somehow they look like fish, very cute. After learning to walk, they finally know how to run! Haha....

All the puppies are now 2 months old. They need to send out to good home as soon as possible. Few days back, My bro sent the male puppy to his friend without telling us and I did not get to see and kiss the baby b4 it left.

Second puppy, we called it pakie (it actually named by my boyfriend). She is very hyper active! The biggest figure among 3 puppies. She was sent out by sunday. I'm the one who sent her down and passed her to my dad. I kiss her the one last time, cause I might not gt to see her anymore. I look at my her in my dad's car and.. she left.

And today.. the 3rd puppy is finally adopted by Boyfriend. This puppy is the smallest and cutest among all! Before she left, Dad and Mom hug her, then me. I kissed her and hug her a little, tighter than always. I looked at her in a bag and she looked at me with her goo goo big eyes with a little tears. I believed that she is not willing to leave us too!

But i think, the mother of these 3 puppies will be the most unhappy one. She gave birth, she fed them with her breast milk, she protected them, she slept with them... and a lot more.

Suddenly.. I felt that being a mom is just so hard and incredible.

My house are so happening with puppies running around 2 months ago. In a sudden... all of them left. I felt so sad yet I'm really happy that they are all sent to good homes.

Wish that all the puppies are healthy and of course be obedient and the owner will sayang them a lot. I'm looking forward to meet those puppies again. I really miss them.

after missing-lover-sick

2008-03-24T23:36:00.002+08:00

After 1 week of 'missing-lover-sick', I finally can go shopping with my boyfriend.
Actually... did not go shopping, just go and get those clothes that I wanted to buy for very long.
It's skinny jeans and a dress. Looking gorgeous!!!! super like the skinny jeans. it's HOT!

Then night... after dinner, boyfriend said wanna go driving range to practice golfing.
He said wanna participate in the ASTRO MASTER competition.
At the driving range i saw kid that around 9 years old. MY GOODNESS... such a young age, they are actually train to play golf.

I remember since young, every year we need to write something about " my hobby"! Especially primary school! Favourite topic!

Imagine teacher ask, "hey, what's your hobby?"
Student A ans," my hobby is playying with my doggie~"
Student B said:"my hobby is swimming!"
and....
Student C ans,"my hobby is playing golf!"

Haha...very funny right?

After i teman him to play golf, I teman him to dance studio. He needs to practice breakdance.
I saw alot young girl dancing. I miss dancing like.... really ALOT!
But my mom doesn't like me to dance, it's a waste of time for her. and she wont appreciate extra talent. she said everything is useless other than studies.
I think i shall just eat, sleep, shit with books. Be a book worm! HAHAHA.... Kenix be a bookworm? Im wondering~~~

I still can feel the passion in ME.

I shrug a bit of my shoulder, feeling really upset, why on earth my mom like to stop me from dancing.

Maybe, I should just save money and go for it.

I wanna be dance maniac. lalalala...

Reports... hahahah

2008-03-21T13:52:00.002+08:00

I got my hair to red again! No more ugly faded hair colour. I did it when I went to ipoh with my babe. Its so cheap!!! Only Rm30. Hehe..... and the colour is...dark pink now!!!! can u imagine????

My holiday is so boring.. I went to work at yi chih's shop which is quite tiring.

I got diarhea and vomit after attended my cousin's wedding. BAD FOOD! But now i slim down alot.

Finally my hair get so long already. Feeling really thrill and wish that I could have my hair longer and longer!

I got my salary... now enjoying my little holiday and... abit of shopping!

Skinny jeans rocks!!!!!! I've tried the skinny jeans from Levis. It's really nice but quite expensive. Somehow, that day i saw another skinny jeans which look alike like Levis 551, I decided to buy the cheaper one than Levis. =p

Ashley got her license. My bf's sister got her license. Left me . =(

IM RUNNING.

And... hope everybody pass for MRM. a really tough subject.

3 new born life

2008-02-19T12:34:00.009+08:00

Early in the morning, Some very loud message tone woke me up!

Due to my laziness, I miss out a lot of time to post something interesting here. Last time, something happy! 3 new life came to this world, My doggie gave birth to 3 puppies. They grow up really fast.

The 1st weeek, they are only this smalll.....and still closing their eyes.After 1 weeeeek...
Soon...puppy need to go to their new owner, good homes..

College...

2008-02-18T22:54:00.002+08:00

All assignment need to hand in almost the same time.

MRM, which need alot survey respondent.

Multimedia, need to design webpage which i only know how to draw on paper instead programming.

I got new Lv from god father again, It's sling again.

After 5 years, my dog finally know how to open the cage's gate by his own.

2008-01-24T17:35:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA...whateva la..

Qualitative NOT Quantitative!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

=(

My taiwan food started like this....

2008-01-11T19:17:00.000+08:00

There are a lot of people on the streeet. I saw something hot with smoke on a bowl. Everybody are lining up. Whats wrong? I wonder.... I walk to the crowded place, I saw the food that I ate in Taiwan!!! When I try to reach my hand to the food, my alarm rang! OH! ALARM again!!! how many times your alarm woke u up from sweeet sweeeet dream!? Haha..

It's been 3 years I never sit on the plane, that was after HK trip. And 28/12, I was sitting on the place again!! No more parents, there are only I want and there are no more people saying NO to me. Freedom~ I really like the feelings... This time..I went with my currant boyfriend , his name is....... is...... MR. BARRY! (applause to welcome his name appear on my blog) My sweety. =p This were his 1st time sitting on a plane going out from Malaysia~!! Precious 1st time huh? lol.

The whether there are winter right now. After we reached Taipei, My friend waited us at the entrance. From Taipei to Taichong need 2 hours, another journey. Whoa! I tell you, her car damn ghettho!! They got special equipment to tell you where got speed trap and also ask u not to speed to fast, it could be annoying at times. It's digital too. After 2 hours of journey to Taichong, thought I can have a rest cause it's already 10.30pm! But my friend drag me to pasar malam. We ate supper there.

The pasar malam there are spacious than our 1, so nice to walk! hehe.. and not only foood, they got games...lol!!! damn 'in'!! Video games....old time games!!

2nd day in Taiwan. My friend's mom own a kindergarden. We woke up early in the morning just to go for their sports day! Those kids were cute and they are well teach by parents and teacher i think. They will greet u.

My friend wore a funny pants. while my friends and the teachers were preparing for the sports day, Me and my babe go for a walk and hunting for breakfast! They got variety of breakfast. Just walk out any of the street, they got breakfast shop which open from 6-11am. U can order with this topping, which wrapping and ingredient. All is up to you, nothing is fix. Good huh?! You just need to wait for 5 minutes, then you will get your hot breakfast.

And this is mine. Bacon and egg and tomato sauce, wth the wrapping, YUMMY~~~~~~~ Only RM2.50Another thing is... besides breakfast shop everywhere. There are also beverage shop everywhere!!!!! Their drinks are special, and this is the 1st drinks we got in taiwan seven eleven. After the sports day, my friend-YI chih met up her high school friend and we went to a street named 'Miao Dong' （庙的东边）to have our lunch! We went stall by stall. The street sell almost the same food, but you must go to the right stall, then you will get the nice and delicious food.

This is how the street looks like. It's kinda pack, but my friend said this is consider OKAY! because if we go on the weekends, we will become sardin and need to wait for very long.It's just a little small stall, nothing special? wait until u taste the fooood~~~ I'm still missing it!!! Have you try 'ba zang' 肉粽 with soup!?!? You just can't forget about it. Im hungry~~~~~~~Another famous food from this stall is the 'sui gao' 水饺 , the wrapping never tear no matter how strong u stir the soup! REALLY! Next Up!

Is.. Meat Ball, translate from mandarin. LOL! BUt's it's not ball. Some meat wrap with half transparant thingy. When you bite quite Q. Q means when you bite something with your mouth, you can feel that the food got spring! lol. got the 'doink doink' feel? Get it?

The sauce might look a bit disgusting, but i never taste this kind of taste in malaysia before, it enhance the yummyness of the meat ball.We tried to take small portion of every food so that we can eat more of others. After meat ball, we went for 'o a jian'. I ordered a 'tau foo fa'. It looks like jelly and also smooth like jelly, in fact it did not use the jelly's ingredient . Smoooooth-nyA~

My blog will soon become a food blog. Hahaha....

Eh? A lot people were queue-ing up, waiting for the hawkers to fried the 'ling jiao su'. Of course we will never miss out! It's very clear if the food is nice, if it's nice people queue, if not, nobody there. Unlike malaysia, nice or not nice, there are still crowd! Cant figure out what is 'ling jiao'??? here's a pic. *

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Ta DaaaAaaaAa!! Then become like this!Then we ate them!
On the way to another stall, we saw ice cream motorcar. I dont know to call. LOL. Very special taste of it. I had chosen sour plum ice cream. HOHOHO..ate ice cream in winter time. Try b4?? at 1st quite sour!!!! After a few slurp, the taste not bad wo~~ lolAnother famous food from TAIWAN is beef noodle. PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO LOVE BEEF SHOULD TRY!! people who can take beef, what I can say is... Poor you~ After so much of oily foood, lets chill with a drinks. Here's an example of beverage stall, take a look at the list, TONS!

Time to go back! Here was the place we stayed. Yi chih's mom opened a kindergarden. Last time they used to stay here, but now they shifted, so there are rooms for us.

Ignore the typical peace post for travellers =p

After settle down, here came chaos. Disgusting Cow and Dinasour wannabe!! It's actually pajamas. -.-'''

After that, yi chih's mom brought us for italian food, just imagine italian foood!!!! I've been sitting here to blog about this 2nd day too long!!! Im lazy! Off now! Imagine italian foood, okay?! Anyway... the foood just okay~ soso...

Just another boring night topost a blog

2007-12-20T21:24:00.000+08:00

How's everyone!?!? Long time no seeeee...my coursemate!
This holiday, only 1 job i've taken, model for Lovey's dad function, the Quantum Pendant. It's quite a big event, besides feeling like a model on that day, I do feel like a super star as wellllll!!!!! Alot people took our pic , like honey like beee.... of course we are honey. =p
Guess what crazy things that I've done for last weeeek?!
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I took a bus to ipoh alone, without telling my parents!!! They thought my bf fetch me, in fact!!! I took a bus by my own. OMG!! Can't believe kenix is so brave! call me BRAVO!! =p

The bus driver is very scary, he drove the bus like Ferarri!!! I was so afraid, thought I'm not going to seeeee all my beloved again. Luckily at last, I still reached ipoh safely. And my bf brought me to eat Ipoh "chicken tauke ho fun"~ yummy...

Next friday Im off to Taiwan, I'll try to post a blog everyday to tell u what tasty food and nice place in taiwan. ngiek ngiek.. dont miss me yup!

Today is Sweet Li's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL~~~ wish all your dreams come true and get prettier and taller. =p

My boredom started like this.....

2007-12-07T02:28:00.000+08:00

As you all know.. muh exam ended like yesterday!!!
My boredom started from yesterday~
What basically i've done for the whole day is...EAT,ONLINE,SLEEP & SHIT!
This sounds abit easy to get fat, but you're wrong!!!
My house got no food to eat, no biscuit, only plain water, how you expect me, a skinny and petite girl to grow fat? Sigh~
But now the problem is not getting fat! is my muscle all getting lumpy!!!
Boyfriend said im not as fit as last time, oh so sad~~~
Plan to go swimming in the evening, my god...the sky cry like nonstop, I sayang okay? Beg the sun quickly come out, i wanna go n swim n get my back nice muscle shape.

This morning woek up at 12!!! online awhile, take nap at 5-7.30pm. Super onot??
And now im blogging at 2.35am. Haha...

Count down for taiwan trip!!! 21 more days.... woooohoooooooo!

2007-12-05T18:40:00.000+08:00

Hoooray! Exam is over!
Photo exam only contain 10%, you can imagine how easy it is.

Is time to update a bit.

Last saturday went to 8tv ultimate prom nite, It was really fun, it's a grand prom night, i would say.

It held at Segi college. Me and Lovey are invited to the prom, so..yea, we dressed up, we set our hair.

FRONTSIDE

BACK

We went there, I don't know anyone, like sesat only!

Finally saw a KDU guy! hahaha...faster grab him n talk to him~ we make friend. lol
OH!!! and we saw girls were underdress. funny...lagi sesat than us.
The hall deco was nice~ It looks quite classy.We also make friend with belinda!! the 8tv pretty host, she is hot~! She gave me compliment, " you're are pretty too, got nice feature~" FLYING~~The Prom nite was awesome! I can't tell much You need to experience it. Ngiek ngiek.

I kena con by stupid sungai wang lady today... WHATEVA!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!

3 major final is over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-20T21:59:00.000+08:00

PHEW~ no more preparing speech, no more public speaking!!

Radio broadcast is over! At 1st quite messy and stuff and I was quite nervous, but in the end it turned out quite gooooood! wheeeeee!

Photo exhibition is over today! We got a bad location in college to deco our boooth but yet we managed to done it on time and presented to the public and also the very important person-our lecturer Mr Naasir who judge us! Today is our last time seeing him, he is going back to th film industry. Good luck to you! =) we will miss you.. really!

So here's some few both in our college.FAKE cat over there! scared me..Ashley is flying there..lol!! became ghost.This is the guys group! all guys..hahahah.. that's why they don't deco!The abandoned corner. I actually like their picture!
Their theme is happy. Do you feel delighted after watching their photos? I do. a bit. Kinda impressed with their deco, but the photos..... =pSee...seee... our sir started to grade!Their theme is motion, quite cooool!Roman very kacao! I wanted to take a pic of this booth! coz the deco is very clean. =)TA DAAAA!! this is our booth, kinda simple but our photo quality is high! all our photos is good and artistic! we got the potential! ngiek ngiek!Finally a group pic of FANGEL!! charlie's angel + fantastic 4 = FANGEL~My lecturer like my pics! this particular one. =) he said if he is a buyer, he will buy this. I feel honoured

The whole day was so tiring but happy! At last we finished so many stuff! hehehe... quite fun though, a lot people drop by our booth and check out our pics tooo! MEANS our picture quite attractive! heehe...

After exhibition, me and lovey went for late lunch at around 4pm. Then we went to tested driving the new TOYOTA VIOS~ hehehe.. All the while I like vios, it's just so classy yet lady like! and 1 more thing! can SPEED~ wooohooooo!

There are few categories of this new vios, got E then G and B if i'm not forgotten! Lovey said she don't want the medium "end"(don't know how to spell, =p) because she said only got 1 eye bag wo~~~ LOL! get the joke? is air bag! we laugh until the whole office can hear our laughter! =p

Now days I got imbalance daily routine. Do my work until 3am, den wke up at 7am, den bad time eating and everyday I went home straight away sleep and I skip my dinner. It's so unhealthy. Hope I can really gt back my balance daily routine.

Combo!

2007-11-17T13:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday seeems like a bad day! Got "combo meal"! HAHAHAHA... not funny okay..it's something serious!
I saw 3 person cried infront of me in 1 day. OMG~
NOT to mention their name, they are 3 girls.. All are my close friends..

1st 1 named A cried in the morning because the mom is going to leave for for 1 month plus, go to Aus and work, get some different experience in her life and of course earn some good income. My friend-A she dare not to show her mom her emotion, so she cried on the car when we are going to college. HOw sad? for a girl that never leave her mom before. I think this is a good experience girl, really! You will learn how to be indepandant! And your mom as well, at her age, she still need to take care of you all and she sacrifice almost half of her life taking care of you all, it's time to let her seek for her fantasy. =)

2nd friend named B, she cried cause teacher insulted her don't know english. But actually the truth is the lecturer dont mean it , actually he just used the wrong words! how serious when you sau something wrong!!! think before you say. The most ridiculous things is...when my friend-B presented her work with her friends.. lecturer ask what did she contribute, her group mate doesn't stand out and say she is the one who came out with the idea..everything! In fact! she contributed the most! They always take advantage on her! ask her to fetch them to here n there..never share petrol money NVM! parking fees also my friend-B paid! WTF?!?!?!!??!

The 3rd 1 is C! We got yum cha session at some nice place yest night. Drank beer..update some gossip or news about our own! So she said her roommate now is actually her cousin became some slutty bitch! Always use C's name to tell her mom that she is going with C hre n there so that her mom wont suspect her or what. Bu now days...C's cousin getting serious n serious..just can't help it.

The combo of the days... Felt so emo cause my friends cried so sad.

Oh, im invited to 8tv's Prom night. =D Excited? no.

Everyday of our life is in danger!!!!!

2007-11-12T16:52:00.001+08:00

Outside is dangerous!
Even inside the house is dangerous!
So stay in condominium, less danger!

A lot robber, A lot snatch thieves! People mogok, people steal! CRIME!!!

You may having fun in last 10 minute, what will happen another next 10 minutes? you will never know... people may smash your car's window! Snatch your bag or rape you!!!!!

It's so scary~~ Wonderful and fancy world outside is no more lively to me...
Do you want to carry a heavy heart everywhere you go? ARRGGHHHHH!! frustrated!
But I can't help it, Police please do something!!!!!!

Final is coming...and I'm not ready.
Last public speaking is going to end... Im so happy! wahahahahahhaa.. =p

Anyway, here's some the pictures that i've took for these few unblog days...
We got Halloween Day in College, people dress up! and I found that these 3 guys are the most scary even they just put on the mask!I think we should have Beach wear one day, then our college should just play the "I got it from my Mama" song only, I think it's just so cooooooool! =p Then you can start observing people wearing bikini that out of shape, some guys wear like going for diving and some people did not shave their armpit hair and show everybody make people feeeel TURN OFF! =p HAHAHAHahaha...I can't wait for it.

This is another day I had our dinner at Ha Yatt Restaurant in Avenue K with my family. Father ordered some set dinner~ We ate abalone, but i don't really like abalone, taste yucky. =pThis is the best roasted pig that I've ever ate, It's so so so crunchy like you're eating biscuits.
This is my drunken second bro. He drank too much that day, He talked a lot. And he forced me to take a pic of him and he pose so ugly! Don't try to bully me! because you SEE!! he got tattoooo! scared leh... he will whack u if you bully me! hahahaha...

So all of us got small little abalone. =D

The next is.... My baby's birthday!!! Happy Birthday to my darling!! Hehe... His frind celebrated for him at KOrean BBQ restaurant at SS2. Expensive!!! But luckily the tauke know how to "do"!! Gave us some freee food. hahahahhaha.. =pThe yummy seafood soup! hehe..looks spicy? not at all..."birthday present" from his friends...

BAD luck!! shuh!! shuh!!

2007-10-06T13:23:00.000+08:00

September is just exceptional.
Too much bad luck around me? my friends..even boyfriend <3!
People now days got license too easily!! (except for me! don't fail me okay?! =p) That's why there are alot of accident and unusual things happen almost everyday!
That day we went to Sky cafe at SS2 while we were all having 1 hour break!
Just for the sake of staying in college, it's bored like hell...so no matter what, even 1 hour!!! WE DON"T CARE!! =p
The food there was quite okay, we played some games (forgotten the name), and forgotten who lose! ANYWAY!! This is not that main point, main point is...TA DAAAA!!!!There's no gap!
This car double park for his own sake!!!! BABI!! Simply park!
We 'hon-ted' so long still nobody come out!! HORRIBLE DRIVER!!! Make us late, and my friend-Liu Qing the wateva girl, She just drive out like that and dont care.
Scratched abit... Sorry for her... =( Anyway,when we leave, we left the driver a note : "YOU IDIOT!! MAKE US LATE".

In the end...WE WERE ALL LATE FOR CLASS!! and lecturer kinda pissed. x_x

2nd unlucky incident is....
My baby's laptop stolen by brave thief!!!!!!
While my bf was sleeping in the evening!! DAY TIME u know!!!!
He climbed in my bf's room and steal the laptop!! OMG OMG!! it's RM6000!!!!! I CURSE YOU!!!!!!! I CURSE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(
my baby was so upset and he couldn't sleep for the whole night.
Now days..the society is unstable, people start doing crazy thing, rape..hurt...rob!!
Girls used to be the most dangerous in society, who knows..guys can also be victim at time! Human are out of control! I'm still under control. BUT! I will never control myself from cursing you!!!!! BLoody!!!! steal my baby's laptop!!! $%#$!)*~&>"*#^$$@@#$

3rd..
very sad case.. My hp dropped into the college's toilet bowl. I screamed so loud, and I just don't care I soak in my hand and take out my hp. Luckily the hole is not that deeep and the water was clean, ppl flush! Now...I need to wait for my bro to bring it to repair...sad case... Bro said im dumb and silly.

4th!
My public speaking speech, I screwed it! I memorise all..when I was practising, I still can remember every single words, when I was standing inside everybody, I forget almost everything. x_x

I guess I need to do something good alr, like.. assist the old lady to cross the road? Fast and pray? Donate some bloood. sigh~~~~~

ANYWAY!!

There's also some happy things happened around us..

I recorded my IT lecturer just because he is so funny. The way he talk, he move and his reaction, everything is just amusing!! Then our IT lecturer just felt so uneasy, he started to move here and there and try to be serious! but cannot!! hahahhahaa...

Photo from Adeline(wateva girl)'s blog.

Continue is.... Do you know what's the 'hittest song' recently? It's gimme gimme from Britney Spears. She kept singing the same words for the whole song. My friend-Lovey Lee is so into tht song, and I asked her to sing it in 6 diff language. LOL!!!
1.Eng:Gimme Gimme
2.Mandarin: gei wo gei wo
3.Cantonese: Bei ngo bei ngo
4.Hakka: Bin ngai bin ngai
5.Hokkien: Ho wa Ho wa
6.Malay: Bagi bagi.

She is just so into the song.

COOOOOOOLLLL...

Another thing is...there was a student day from topshop!! I saw alot people okay!!! We(me, ashley and lovey) was rushing to 1u, hope to get the gooody bags, who knows..just 10 min late, I saw so many college student there alr and no more gooody bags. OMG...20% discount!! We grabbed some shirt..for bf! lol... happy shopping...yeah..and it's been some time i did not do crazy shopping. I feeeeeel so delighted just by shopping. =p
That day my taiwan friend-Yi Chih gave us some chocolate, design like plaster, very special. hehehhe...

Life are full of ups and downs.. Accept it...or ignore it. Look at the bright side.

I started to love copy writing subject!

Coming up...some food post. ngiek ngiek...

the 'always' obstacle.

2007-09-16T21:01:00.000+08:00

I'm always facing this kind of obstacle in my life.

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and then.....???

Perhaps...I should just be calm and silent about friendship. Let go the not-so-happy 1 and just recall the happy 1.

My only weakness is..I care too much. Especially friends... =)

just another sunny sunday.

2007-09-16T12:26:00.000+08:00

Somebody just told me that blogging is a waste of time. What do you think?! I think this is the only way to record what so special on that day and the only way my mom got no chance to read it! hahahahah..

Last friday is a bring day. My baby went back to hometown, and leave me alone.. sob sob.

Anyway, I had dinner with my ex ex. LOL!! He is going oversea soon and i'll never see him for some time, so we decided to met up. Went to yi chi's restaurant. Somehow I became her often customer. It's was a great night with him, gossip and stuff.

"He said I am still the same, never change b4." I was wondering, as in...what aspect? I wonder...

After dinner, I went to Bangsar with my cousin, YT and jess. At 1st my cousin said there 's a art gallery, so ppl who ulu like me never been b4, MUST GO! Once we reach, I saw alot diff status of people, got aunty, uncle, gay, youngster.... yada yada. CONFUSED. Jess's rlatives were there, so we got free alcohol! very nice live jazz band music! and art to watch.Me in the art gallery, with my new hairstyle.

End of my day~~~~

had a new hair cut

2007-09-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

I had my new hair cut yesterday. At 1st I kinda like it, then I found that alot ppl look at me 1 kind, i started to feel regret. Guess how it looks like?

A raw pic of my new hairstyle and ROMAN. funny? whateva!

Hahahaha... need big courageous? Nah nah... I always think hairstyle doesn't matter to me. Until today... I went to college, alot unknown human look at me 1 kind, some girls like it, received quite alot compliment. Even the GEEK compliment. HAHAHA.... and now! I started to like it. It's unique!!! hehehehe....

I hope she is not on her death bed anymore, or else I'll just kill her! =p
This public speaking lecturer of mine, she is the head of my Mass Comm course, BIG!!! lol.
She said... we must not absent, unless we are on the death bed.
She even said that we do not put our phone on the table, unless we got an urgent call, which is IF our family members on the death bed.

I can't believe this lecturer look so beautiful, speaks so confident & good manners, she can say something like this.

I PRAY that tmr she will appear!

2 more weeks to holiday! YEAH~~~~~~~~

When?

2007-09-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

When is the last time cry very badly and your tears wet your pillow?
For what you cry of badly and tears just uncontrollable rolling down?

For me, is just TODAY, because of FRIENDS.

I cried badly on the phone telling my bf how sad am I. And the tears... couldn't imagine.

It wet my hair , as well as pillow.

everybody are wearing mask

2007-08-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

Human always pretend to be nice, to be obedient, to be good to people around them.

Actually what is the motive?
- So that other people will think we are so nice to talk to, so nice to hang out with? Or...?

Now...here's another question. Being straight forward is good? A lot people may can't take it when people points out their weaknesses & mistakes. Hence.. what will you do when others said that you are so straight forward and they can't click with you well?

Im so confuse!

I admit that I'm really straight forward, this is ME , but..no offense. I just want them to know, Im just being nice to them. Some ppl like it, some may hate it.

It's just like you got bruised. HOw you feeel? Pain right?! If I choose to cure for you, I press it, you feel pain, of course you don't like! So ppl, get what I mean?

So! how !? what should I do!?

Just change the way I talk? Another way?! If so, Im not Kenix. I feel the fakeness in me.

Sometimes...Just need to suck up. That's so not me.

chances never wait for you..

2007-08-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

If that day I get my cosmetic from you, maybe now...Im on the stage.

If Im not so concious about my face condition and just go and snap a pic, maybe Im now a model.

If I just grab the chances on that day, I may get alot of things that I want.

So regret...

NVM! from now on, I'll grab any chances!!

tiny gathering

2007-08-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

My baby went to Sg to have some product(father's business) training, boredom is going to kill me again! HARD 1! Kaw kaw 1!! I dont wanna die so easily and fast.... so...

Yest night... I was planning to go out today, so I decided to meet up with Edward kia since so long we did not meet up and only chat on9 very frequent. And I told him to reach at 1.30pm! this typical malaysian (like to b late than actual time!) reached at 1.45pm!!!! HMPH! Im just malaysian, not the typical type of course i reached on time.

After that we went to Low Yat PLaza to get my salary for the Pc fair 1. When I get my salary, WTF!?!??! ONLY 78 commision!!! FUCK!!! sumthing wrong lo!!! I felt cheated! NVM...better than ntg...

When to eat Kenny Rogers...yum yum...den edward owe me a birthday pressie..walk around sungai wang..times square still cant get anything that I really like. Alot lala... very scary... Edward just can't stop talking noncense. so...basically, shopping + listen to his crap!

While shopping at TS, looked out the window, saw the sky is getting dark even it's only evening 6pm... Rmb that edward said he have to go home and collect the wet clothes that hang outside if it's going to rain. So we decided to go home...

Ntg much today, meet up Lynn D, and her friends...didnt talk much!

A random pic of me and edward. (took at the corner)

RANDOMnessss...

2007-08-17T15:57:00.000+08:00

My college suppose to start this wednesday, somehow the management of KDU facing some prob with the classes I GUESS, and now we got like...1 more weeks of holidays. 1 month of break, VERY BORING. Other than shopping...is still shopping..other than shopping...is still spending money! So basically I cant save a cent for this holiday, rest well. NO WAY!! still going out as usual, spending money like pipe water! x_x

On 3-5 aug, I was working for Pc fair, selling Fujitsu laptop with ashley, louis and my baby. 3 days of working, feel good. Get to know some friends, boss are quite friendly. In this 3 days, I met alot costumer, very gentleman uncle, very ma fan aunty, stupid "pigs" asking stupid Q, idiots..... U named it, I got it!! And that's 1 uncle insulted my name! I'll rmb you!! Freaking assssss H***!!!! It's kinda easy job, just selling. 1st day of working day, you can memories almost everything! What I mean by everything?? Info about Fujitsu and need us to inform the costumer.

I can tell 1 more time over here again!!!

Hi, (hand out the flyers) Fujitsu laptop. =) ( with smile ok!!!!)

(If he look at the flyers, flipping, this is the chance!!!!) Are you looking for laptop?!?! We are having promotion right now.

[ (then!! if they interested!!) CONTINUE!! never stop!! ] You know the casing, others they use plastic, but ours, we used magnisium alloy so...very solid!! Come come...lemme demo. (then i'll throw the laptop and prove them is really solid and working..)

Then bla bla bla.. so It's kinda easy. BUT!! Fujitsu is some kind like branded, abit hard to sell, ppl always budget budget! can die ok! Then I must start to tell the quality old mama story. " you pay more for Fujitsu, you get the quality, why not pay more for better quality and seldom break down 1?" then crap crap crap..... Sometimes, when you tot this person is going to buy, he will suddenly tell u, i'll walk around...later i'll b back! I TELL YOU!!! 9 out of 10 will never come back! DONT DREAM! DONT HOPE!!!

So my sales was kinda bad...hahaha...nvm..experience! So here's some random pic!

smallest Laptop!! touch screen. joystick. 600g ONLY!!!
Our red booth, nice?! striking!!
A group pic of us! everybody say CHEERS!

He is my team leader! Very friendly and helpful~~

After 3 days of hardworking days. Louis suggested us to go wangsa maju to yum cha. He said there's a crowded yum cha place, even crowded than SS2 murni. WHOA~~ so of course I must visit visit. right!? When I reached, OMG..the cars park at the road side like no law no police, so of course we must follow la..if not outdated. LOL! Found a seat...and really...VERY CROWDED!!! The services there very fast! GOOD (thumb up!) and the food very delicious..YUMMY~~ esspecially the nasi lemak ayam...whoa! NICE! Had a photo here, I take the risk of my life to take this pic you know! so better appreciate and leave me some comment...ngiek ngiek!

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After days and days of boringness at home watching stupid DVDs, on9, cooking... Finally I remember something, my mom told me that's 1 donut shop, the donut damn nice! So..me and my baby decided to go The Curve since Im craving for such a long time... I can't really rmb the price of the Donuts, affordable & I tell u! MUST TRY!!!! After Friday's Resturant turn right, go straight, you can seeeee... Big Apple Donut and Coffee. Why Big Apple?! I don't know. Maybe just simply because this owner like to eat big apple?! lol...who knows... 1 thing!! very important!! If you just order drinks, they will free you 1 plain donut! hehehe...

Variety of DONUTS!!!
for durian lover, they even got durian flavour 1. nice!!!

LOOK!! im eating the donut loooooo~

Look at my boy! Very enjoy~~~~

Holidays = spend money + sleeep + eat. What a life~~

mission failed. CRAM took over!

2007-07-31T23:32:00.000+08:00

Suppose to cook today, mission FAILED. x_x
It's up side down, my baby cooked for me.
Period cram VERY SERIOUS!

Proses of my 1st day period.
Stage 1.CRAM >>> Stage 2. cirit birit >>> Stage 3. vomit >>> Stage 4. face turned pale & sunken + couldnt manage to walk nicely.

It's such a long long time, only God knows when was it I had this kind of pain. Tot I can really get rid of it, arrggghhhhhhhh!!!!! I WANNA SCREAM!!!!!!! why come back?!?!?!?! haihz...luckily my baby just came back from hometown, he look at me..duno what to do, funny faces on him. LOL

Guys should really take good care of girls, no matter who is it, mom, friends or gf.
Guys...u will never know how pain is it, it's indescribable.

McD! delighted me always...HOHOHO

2007-07-31T00:02:00.000+08:00

Woke up this morning, I feel the restless feeling!!! I feel the imbalance bone structure in me! ARGH! Guess what? I guess I slept in the wrong position. Then I walk to my toilet, I saw my freaking face!!! Full of dead cell, and the dryness of my poor skin. =(
Quickly I get a mask that I just bought from Sasa that day! I tell u..its really nice! and it's now on sales.. So it's cheap and NICE!! So i wash den scrub my face, den i put on this refreshing cold mask which just take out from the fridge and put on my face~~

Oh yeah~~ I feel the... the... the... relaxing feel... makes me wanna say...YEAH~~ LOL! ignore me..just being hyper! 1 more thing! very IMPORTANT!! I can truly feel the mask is hydrating my skin...into my deeep deeep of my skin. okok.ridiculous..

But 1 thing that happened really POTONG STEAM kao kao! Somebody ring the bell, "ding dong! ding dong!" oh shit? how?? go out with mask or without mask?? At last...I choose to peel of my mask and open the door. SOB SOB~ my mask...wasted.. x_x
Is a postman...send in letters, as usual, Nama, IC nombor, tandatangan. apa lagi?

It's just toooo bored toooo bored, and I rmb my rubbish room! My mom describe my room as rubbish room.
Basically...my room...is...er....really..abit...messy. A little dust. A little dirty. My study table displayed is just for the sake of completing a room's need. On the table, you can seee..cosmetics,snacks from Japan (yummy), some tissue which I used b4 to sniff (ha chi ha chi) and..er..some money, books...and..er....you named it...i got it!
SO! It's a brilliant idea of me!!!! I vacuum, I hang my clean clothes, I changed my bed sheeeeeet! I spent a & a half hour to clean..OMG!
It's suffering..I never know that dust will fly everywhere, even ito my mouth!!!! ARRGGHHHH!!! Dust make me suffercate, I cant breathe...i feel dizzy...and feel like vomitting.

STILL!! at last!! MISSION COMPLETE!!! Every moment i breathe, I breathe in the clean and fresh air.

1 thing.. The point I post today! I wanna tell how McD delighted me today!! LIGHT UP MY LIFE OF TODAY~~~~~~~ Clean up the room is alr a very complicated work and it's really tiring. I never eat since morning. Lazy to walk out, so! I called! ngiek ngiek.. McD delivery! HOHOHO 1300-13-1300. rmb how to sing thier ad songs? I forgot either.

Ordered 1 set of fillet burger large, an apple pie, 1 banana pie! Tempting sangat!!
Of course McD's service are quite surficient and efficient. The food delivered in 20 min. Fast nya~~
Once my food come...My 2nd bro(kevin) was here, decided to share with him. Hehe...the fact is..i cant finish 2 pie. In the other hand..i was also chatting with EDWARD!! siao kia!!! I told him what Im eating..how tempting it is... HOHO..he just cant resist it and felt hungry immediately. THATS MY POINT OF TELLING U!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

I couldnt explain how happy was it when I got my food.

SO TODAY I've done alot of things.. well spent my time. Kill my time with something useful.

Inform inform...tmr..Im going to cook a lunch. Typical chinese cuisine.
Sweet and sour fish, fried some vege and steam "water egg" with babi(if you understand what Im trying to tell).
Hopefully it turn out something which can really put in your mouth, bite and swallow.. hehe..!

WAIT FOR MY RESULT!!!! I'll take a pic of my dish.. and I'll tell how's the food.

Fuck you mosquitoes!!!!

2007-07-29T14:03:00.000+08:00

Last week's photoshoot is really a disaster for my leg.
People, i think you guys no longer see me in shorts and skirt.

The mosquitoes there are like CRAZY , as hungry ghost!!
now my leg got more than 20 bites...
At 1st it's all red red dot dot...and now!!! sucks!!!! It's all black spot. =(

I love my legs alot ok!!!!! how?!?!?!?!?
God pls help me.....
Anybody?? any product? I dont mind buying just to cure my leg.
Sob Sob

I just dont know why mosquito loves me. Still rmb that time I went Ipoh with my bf, Fuck the mosquitoes...I sat at the kitchen for like...10 min...I got 7 bites!!!! and my bf and his family dont even get 1 bite! WTF!?!?!??! FUCK U!!!!!! mosquitoes!!! if my leg never cure!!!! YOU ARE DEAD!!!!!

Thanks for trusting me.

2007-07-28T19:52:00.000+08:00

Ppl out there who dont know me...
Don't backstab me
Don't try to tell my fren about how bad am I.

C'mon!! Don't be so childish ok?
You hates me too much? I don't hate u, because I got much better things to do.
I use my strength to make my life better, unlike u. Just pathetic.

True friends hard to get, there are ppl that want to harm your friendship; there are ppl that jealous of you, that's why they hate you.
But... true friend will never influence by all those.

You may have a lot of friends... who is you true friend? there are maybe 2 or 3, even only 1!

Appreciate them.

Thanks Ashley for trusting me.

Woohoooo! exam over! and HOLIDAY!!

2007-07-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

Exam is over! yeah~~ everybody celebrate!
It means..holiday started!!! Hooray!!!!
But.... Boredom exist from now on. x_x

My holiday was.... shopping...shopping...and SHOPPING!!!!! haihz...
Im broke now. =(
bought like..1 dress, 3 shirt, 1 bag, and some accessories.

Me and lovey went to celebrity fitness today, FINE! kena con kao kao!!!!!

Should be 14 days free trial, this flirty guy, OMG! saying that he is hot, wanna be in my phone list, COMON! no way!!!!!! he said usually ppl go for trial but at last disappear. OK fine, me and lovey admit that we really going to do that, but...whats the prob?? You're offering this to attract ppl to join right? SO?! now u r chasing us away! TURN OFF lo!!! who knows later we change our mind?? ARRGGHHHH! so...at last..5 days of trial.. dont feel like going at all.

My baby back to ipoh, so...Im so lonely right now.

My blog is dying.

Mu bro used the camera like everyday!! It's MINE!!!!!!!! =(

2007-07-15T03:13:00.000+08:00

I always bring bad luck to my bf. It followed 1 by 1... most of them related with money. =(

So guilty ok. I don;t meant it.

And this time.... big trouble. =(

I just felt so fucked up!!! fucking owner. how you want a sick ppl to inform u!!! FUCKER!!!!

Everything bad..is actually from me, but he is the 1 who always bare with it.

Anybody know how to chase away bad luck? devil...pls dont follow me anymore!!!!

2007-07-13T00:50:00.000+08:00

I had a big Big BIG arguement with my mom 2 days ago. She dont understand me, when I try to tell her that she is wrong, she get so frustrated and yelled at me! Ask me not to talk with her anymore. I was so sad and a little pissed as Im not doing anything wrong and she is mad at me???

I think sometimes parents just don't wanna accept the fact , mayb they felt embarase? Oh no... don't treat yr children like that.

and pls .. MOM! Dont stop me from dancing!!!!! my only interest!!!

I lock myself the whole night in the room today. my stomach making noise!! Shhhhhh~~~ We did not talk for like.. 2 days.. arrggghhhh!!!!!

If i find myself wrong, i'll talk to her 1st. but not this time. I just don't feel like talking to her.

Exam coming soon...it just 3 more days to go, and im not prepared at all. NOT AT ALL!!! gonna cram everything in 3 days time..which is friday, saturday and sunday. Hopefully there's nothing distract me!!! I don't wanna retake!!!! Stresssssss~~~~~

2007-07-04T00:19:00.000+08:00

Today was Adeline aka Liu qing's birthday.

Happy Birthday LIU QING!!!

I lost my topshop plastic bag, inside is my dancing pants and some knee protection. SOB! I still rmb Im holding it...but..how come? Arrgghhhh!!!! Nvm...old dont go...new wont come! so sad...I still miss my pants... baby come back to me~~~ "In my heart I still believe, we were meant to be~~~"

So yea...today my dar got some work to do in college. So he was kinda bz and due to the shoe missing God-knows-where, he rather find his shoe than talk on the phone with me just 156436173 minutes. Of course I get a little piss off. So I punish him!! I sms him!! I want him to wear my bra and meet me in 1u. Of course! he did not wear it..nvm..i still forgive him.

We watched TRANSFORMER!! My god..ROXXXXxXXXxxX wei~~~~~~~ It's just so cool..

As usual.. tuesday=dancing class! African dance..My leg got bruised again..no more mini skirt and shorts~! Why la!!!! my nicest part also need to cover up!

FINAL is coming... x_x not ready at all! NOT AT ALL!!!

2007-06-27T22:41:00.000+08:00

Finally...today I got the desire to blog. It's been some time I didnt blog. Whatsupp with my life? It's just too long to talk about. College isnt fun at all. Assignments + presentation = life getting sux!! Anyway... Adeline made me blog today. hahahah..

I found out that KDU is really small, everyday you look at the same people, go to the same class, look at the same lecturer, the MOST unattractive is... the cafe. Almost everyday the same food. Im craving some nice and cheap food! Im totally broke, college make me broke everyday~~~~~ =(

The end of the day, something delighted me. I din mess up my bf's kitchen, I didnt burn his kitchen, It's still there with equipment. I cooked! so many years I live in this world, 18 years I suppose, 1st time I cooked a typical fully chinese set dinner for my bf! 2 vege with 1 meat. The fried chicken turns out damn crispy and nice! It's the 1st time I fried a chicken. I let his housemate try some, they compliment of it. HOHOHOHO! Gosh! God blessed me. Vege and eggs not bad. At last, my bf made an ice lemon tea for me, he named it as "barry (his name) on the beach"!!! Funny right? It suppose to be a cocktail which named "sex on the beach" but he named it himself. GILER! I will try to improve my cooking skill. But today is something lucky, I din burn the kitchen.

Disaster day~ I need to sleep now..good night folks.. will update more and more now on! Stay tune!

People//I know i know...

2007-05-06T00:54:00.000+08:00

Sorry people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know i know...my blog is dying~~~
As you know...haihz...people like me..so hyperactive! I got no time to blog anymore!!!!!

I totally think that.. 24 hour is NOT ENOUGH at all. My weekdays are totally no life! My life in college...DULL! But you can still find some fun in college, depends on who you hang out with. Some people just like to pissed you offffffff!!!!! Almost everyday from 8am-5pm. IMAGINE!!! can die..pls kill me... worse than high school. WORSE!!!!!

I miss high school. really. That day i weep a little infront of my bf. FUNNY!!! And i look at him and said..." Babe.. I miss... HIGH SCHOOL!!!" he was like.. -_-''' den he fell asleeep! Hmph! Don't like you. =p

Im broke. Broke. BROKE! All money spent on... FOOD! I ate too much!!

I want my life back!!!! =( Probably after mid term exam. Woooo!!! Im affraid!!!!! x_x

2007-04-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

11.4.2007

an official day to Me & You.
He is sweeeeeet! He is not rich yet his heart is rich and passion!

Im lucky, because of YOU. <3

I know a guy named Barry

2007-04-01T20:59:00.000+08:00

I knew a guy named Barry.
How I get to know him?! Lol..he is some 1 from friendster, studying at KDU as well.
He invited me to join his dance crew. And yea..I went to kdu on saturday morning and I met him. Kinda nervous, never meet him b4.

So yea...I joined the dance crew!! crew's name BREAKTHROUGH! damn cool right?!
Barry is a break dancer, BBoy. Don't play play.

After practising thier dance routine. We went to 1u and have our lunch. My stupid contact lends damn dry and i kept rubbing my eyes, and he saw. This sweet guy quietly went to somewhere and buy me the eye drop. LOL! sweet huh?!

I failed my undang. =(

2007-03-29T14:09:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU TILL I WEPT

Today's class cancelled

2007-03-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

Today I din put on make up to college. Getting lazier and lazier to put on make up.
Before we went to college, I ate at the nasi lemak stall which opp my house., i ate alone.

Got to college, ALMOST LATE!! 3 times late = 1 day absent. We were walking quickly to our hall. WHO KNOWS!! class cancelled. Dumb enough, rush and at last cancelled.

Went to the cafe, sit down and check out new faces and gossip again.

Then came home..on the aircond..and sleeeeeeeep! what a day. the weather are terribly hot now days.. you can die. I hoep to wear bikini everywhere. INSANE!!

2nd day at KDU

2007-03-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

Today we were late.
Gosh! I saw my high school mate studying the same course as me, same class!!! ISH! why things happened like this..GOD!! TELL ME!!

Yest met Lovey, new friend, she is ash's friend. A pretty girl. Quite talkactive, like me! Thought that I couldnt speak english fluently since I hardly speak now days, but guess what?! NO!! I can speak fluently with Lovey, she is an english educated girl.

Today I wore a Scottish skirt and a sweater! GOSH!! Is really really cold in the hall, even I wore the very thick sweater. Running nose the whole day. Ate at the cafe, the food..so so la...but CHEAP! Hopefully next time when we can drive, we drive to 1u and have our lunch! hehe..

Gossip awhile. and Lovey's mom came and pick us up!

Somehow I got so tired..and I slept in the noon. Tmr's class starting, Im excited!! ^^ Hopefully my collge life will be wonderful? lol..anything! FUN!

1st day at KDU college.

2007-03-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

You know what ppl do on the 1st day right. Ppl who went to college b4, they knew. Ppl who still in high schoool? LOL. Let me talk abit about it.

Ash's mom fetch us to KDU today. Jam..jam and JAM!!! We were late. When we reach the hall. GOSH! It started and everybody got thier seats and listening. Look around..observe..NO HOT GUYS!! instead some senior cute guys. Same things happen..sit down listen what they talk about thier "rules". The Emcee held the whole event nicely, it's fun , not that boring. Better than what I expected. Get to know some new friends.. hehe.. There are more girls than guys in the college. Ice breaking session were quite fun, play some games..group up, come out with some group names and cheers. OURS 1...ok la..not too bad.

Saw "somebody" today, she stared at me. The way she stared is very scary! whateva la..I dont give a damn!

You know..now I cant drive, so it's kinda hard to get transport to KDU, so we have to do some car pooling. x_x I need to get my lisence ASAP!!! Hopefully in 1 month time.

New college life! WORK HARD!!!!

My very Interesting Redang Trip!! I LOVE IT!!!

2007-03-19T11:42:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Im back with my Tan skin from Redang Island! This trip was really great compare to last year I went! This time, I went with my cousin and 2 friends (yt & Tommy).

And I got my new nick name from this trip, from Bat Man >>> Ci Bat Man! x_x Just becoz coz I wear something tight in black, they started to call me Bat Man and later became Ci Bat Man. x_x
Others got thier nick names too... Ai Leng - Jedi (1 of the character in star wars, remember?). YT- Tahi King (no idea why we called him that) & Tommy -Fai look (pronounce in canto, means useless people).

So yea..13/3 night, We take bus frm the putra station. Got up our bus, very excited! So we cant sleep..talk..talk..talk...It's a very long journey. 4 of us are the same type of people, we talk loud, laugh out loud and acting stupid. That is this japanese man ( we assume) politely asking us to lower our volume. LOL. yea! WE DID!! and we slept. After few hours, AGAIN!! make noise again... x_x we cant lose a chance to make noice.

After 6 hours, wooohoooooo! we finally reached Pulau Terengganu! but there is just the bus station not jeti! We take our breakfast there! I TELL U!!! hardly find chinese over there, all are MALAY and abit geli looking Foreigner! damn scary! And they look at you 1 kind, like going to rape u, =p TOO MUCH! hehe... After breakfast, me and Leng decided to wear on contact lends, BAD THING HAPPENED! my contactlends spoilt alr!! 1 little part of the side SPOILT LA!! i duno how to explain, my god..i tell u, my mood extremely DOWN!! I was like...how am I suppose to see? I dont wanna wear spec!!! It's too early..thre's no shop open yet, HOW!? Indifference..hehe...I still wore it! hehe.. It felt abit odd..but at last u will be fine with it.

I found this cinema b4 the van pick us up to jeti. GUESS WHAT!! Is Cathay Cinema!! have a look!Tell me what do you think about it. =)

On the van, we make noise again..LOL I think the driver going to murder us! LOL.

And yea..very fast! we are on the boat alr! We are on the boat with 1 family, tht family members abit weird, they don't look at each other, they don't talk to each other. The wave are quite strong in that morning, it made u felt like u r on the motor boat, damn syok!Tahi King n Jedi.Fai look and ci bat man.

1st day of Redang Trip, we went to Marine Park! It's a goverment protected place, summmore need to pay RM5!! stupid goverment! The guide (we called him as Redang Father) lol. He guide us at the Marine Park, show us some unique fish. And we attacted by some stupid craving-for-food eel. BLOODY SCARY!!!! It try to eat my leg!! x_x Luckily I swim away. Redang Father damn funny! He show us some soft coral. Guess what the soft coral he meant? He ask us to look inside the water, and he play with his leg's hair and told us that that is the black soft coral. Eeewwww! zha dou! x_x
Our daily routine is..sleep..eat toast bread..snorkling..make noise and go crazy! Almost every time to go snorkling, we were all sleeping! And Redang father is so good, hehee...will keep asking us wether we wanna go snorkling onot. nice right?! take care of us!

2nd day!
Nothing much..same as usual. show u all some awesome photos.

Continue is some CRAZY+ DISGUSTING+FUNNY photos.. enjoy!Im flying without wing~~ Im flying Aladdin's carpet!Can you fly?!Here is how her name come from-Jedi. Ain't she look like?THIS IS CONSIDER VERY NORMAL!! you know why!? BECAUSE...........Wanna Be Super Man!Kakashi with middle finger! Whoooo! Cool!!!Gay partner! every night...they.... *a hem*So got feel~! So flexible.. Evrytime I SAW THIS PHOTO. I'll LOL HARD!!!

YT like pig! sleeep..sleep..and SLEEP! and guess what we did to him?

FLASH HIM!! STILL DONT WANT TO WAKE UP?!! HMPH!Smack you!!!!!!!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!!

At night..We watch alot of bling bling star! I meant..really ALOT!! the star is all over the sky..so romantic! Imagine you and your lover boy? YT and Tommy saw meteor star!!! I want!!! But.. Got no chance. =( I also wan to wish, can? Was wondering are 'you' watching at the sky at the same moment as me? Are we watching the same star? Can you see the star from your far far away place that Im watching? *smack forehead! IMPOSSIBLE DUDE* We lye on the beach...we sang songs together..
and suddenly this person ruin all the good enviroment! WHO SPOLIT IT!!! Stupid tahi king (YT), damn potong stim!!! talk about ghost pulak!

3rd day was a great day tooo!!! We gayuh kayat to another island..quite far away..just to take the sand from there! OMG!!!! the sand was really really smooooooth !!! There are these few malay guy ask us to play volleyball, noob like me..nothing fun! hehe.. so we went to the beach and swim! REALLY NICE AND SYOK! after that these few guys ask us wether wanna go clubbing at Laguna Resort there onot, if want they will pick us up at our Resort. So..we agreed!

After 2 hours plus hanging at the nice-sand beach, we gayuh back our kayat to our own resort! Wave getting stronger, quite scared! We can investigate any other stuff to play so guess what?! WE GO CRAZY AGAIN!!!!!!

Woooohooooo! WE JUMP!!!!Yer...don't be so open la..!

What's NEXT!?

THE MOST KICK ASS 1!!!!!

In progesssss....Taa Daaaa!Super model!SOOoooo hot like KFC!!
Just arrive from Mars to Earth.

Make sure you dont vomit after you watch this! YT's solo...wooohooooo!

Okok..enough with oh-so-hot photos..have some group photos now!

This feller duno how to take photo, ask him to take us + sea. come out..us so small..and see so BIG!second photo turn out like this.. x_x told him we need to see part of the sea...

Remember that I said there are those malay guy going to bring us clubbing?! ask us to wait for him at 8pm! What the hell...FFK!!!!!! NVM!! luckily..we got redang father! hehe...but he took us walk thru the very dark and you can hear some odd sound JUNGLE!!! I was like really really affraid of.. you know la.. I held Tommy's hand tightly, Ai Leng held YT's hand tightly. We need each other for this moment! hahhaa.. COWARD!!! =p Redang father brought us to walk around the Laguna Resort there. And after that..we back to our resort..and redang father started his ghost stories session. I CANT SLEEP WELL AFTER THAT!!!!

4th day..we need to bid farewell to Redang.. sob sob.. I really miss it! Hope to go with you all again! A VERY GREAT MEMORY!!

2007-03-09T15:31:00.000+08:00

Today is a totally blank day! Nothing to do..Just woke up and taken lunch with YT opposite my house that nasi lemak stall.

So..I think I better continue the "HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU "

21. THE " MAYBE HE FORGOT TO REMEMBER ME" EXCUSE. Have faith. You made an impression. Leave it at that. If he likes you, he'll still remember you after the tsunami, flood, or Red Sox loss. If he doesn't, he's not worth your time.

22. I know it's an infuriating concept - that men like to chase nd you have to let us chase you. I know. It's insulting. It's frustrating. It's unfortunately the truth. My belief is that if you have to be the aggressor, if you have to pursue, if you have to do the asking out, nine out of ten, he's just not that into you.

23. We don't need to scheme and plot and beg to get someone to ask us out. We're fantastic.

24. An excuse is a polite rejection. Men are not afraid of "ruining the friendship"

25. Don't get tricked into asking him out. If he likes you, he'll do the asking.

26. If you can find him, then he can find you. If he wants to find you, he will.

27. Just because you like to lead doesn't mean he wants to dance. Some traditions are born of nature and last through time for a reason.

28. He's just not that into you if he's not calling you. Men know how to use the phone.

29. Oh sure, they sau they're busy. They say that they didn't hav even a moment in thier insanely busy day to pick up the phone. It was just that crazy. Bullshit. With the advent of cell phones and speed dialing it is almost impossible not to call you.

30. If I were into you, you would be the bright spot in my horribly busy day. Which would be a day that I would never be too busy to call you.

31. THE "HE JUST SAYS THINGS HE DOESN'T MEAN" EXCUSE. Most guys will say what they think you want to hear at the end of a date or a phone call, rather than nothing at ll. Some guys are lying, some guys really mean it. Here's how you can tell the difference: You know they mean it when they actually do what they said they were going to do.

32. So if a guy're dating doesn't call when he says h's going to, why should that be such a big deal? Because you should be dating a man who's at least as good as his word.

33. The word "busy" is the relationship Weapon of Mass Destruction. It seems like a good excuse, but in fact, in every silo you uncover, all you're going to find is a man who didn't care enough to call. Remember: Men are never too busy to get what they want.

34. The next incredible guy we meet with the really good excuse is just another guy who'e hurting our feelings.

35. Don't be with someone who doesn't do what thy say they're going to do.

36. If he's choosing not to make a simple effort that would put you at ease and bring harmony to a recurring fight, then he doesn't respect you feelings and needs.

37. "BUSY" is another word for "asshole". "Asshole" is another word for the guy you're dating.

38. You deserve a fucking phone call!

39. He's just not that into you if he's not dating you. "Hanging out" is not dating.

Listen to the Undang class.

2007-03-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

Today went to listened some super-bored-and-stupid-plus-useless class about undang. It's all states in the book, why must they create such a class to go thru what are all inside the book again?! And the person who teach the class are not funny at all, kept telling lame jokes. x_x

Guess who I met at there?! Some 38 po. She is XT. PLay my hait without asking my permission (very obvious that I don't really like her, of course I DON"T LIKE HER TO TOUCH MY HAIR AT ALL). And she came to me and talk something very stupid and childish. Ignore her!

So..me and Ash talk talk talk through WHOLE CLASS! NONSTOP! nobody care about us.. Whole day I sit there for nothing. lol. Hopefully I can pass my undang!

So yup...continue the " He's just not that into you "

11. Move on, sister! Cut your losses and don't waste your time. Why stay in some weird dating limbo when you can move on to what will surely be better territory?

12. You know you deserve to have a great relationship.

13. I know that guy you're dating. He is a man made up entirely of your excuses. And the minute you stop making excuses for him, he will completely disappear from your life.

14. Are there men who are too busy or have been through something so horrible that ir makes it hard for them to get involved? Yes, but there are so few of them that they should be considered urban legends.

15. A man would rather be trampled by elephant are on fire than tell you that he's just not that into you.

16. People are inspired to do remarkable things to find and be with the one they love. Big movies are made about it, and every relationship you admire bursts with a greatness that you hope for in your own life. And the more you value yourself, the more chance you'll have of getting it.

17. He's just not that into you if he's not asking you out. Because if he likes you, trust me, he will ask you out.

18. If we want you, we will find you. If you don't think you gave him enough time to notice you, take the time it took you to notice him and divide it by half.

19. THE " MAYBE HE DOESN'T WANT TO RUIN THE FRIENDSHIP " EXCUSE. Here's the truth : Guys don't mind messing up a friendship if it could lead to sex, wether it be a "fuck buddy" situation or a meaningful romance.

20. THE " MAYBE HE WANTS TO TAKE IT SLOW " EXCUSE. If a guy truly likes you, but for personal reasons he needs to take things slow, he will let you know that immediately. He won't keep you guessing, because he'll want to make sure you don't get frustrated and go away.

Today I miss you a little.

2007-03-06T18:28:00.000+08:00

Finally, yest I get to go out with Ash, we had lunch with her mom at Little Penang, MV. After that We went shopping awhile, hehe..I bought 1 shirt, 3 pairs of ear ring and 1 mask! We catch up a movie- Music and Lyrics. Not bad.. a little dissapointed, It's not as good as I expected.

So yea, if you read my previous blog, I did mention that Ash will lend me a book. Finally i got the book from her. Will post up some for you guys...

Title: He's Just Not That Into You.

1. If a (sane) guy really likes you, there ain't nothing that's going to get in his way. And if he's not sane, why would you want him?

2. All these years I'd been complaining about men anf thier mixed messages; now I saw they weren't mixed messages at all. I was the one that was mixed up.

3. Knowledge is power, and more importantly, knowledge saves us time.

4. We were all beautiful, smart, funny women, and we shouldn't be wasting our time figuring why a guy isn't calling us.

5. We're taught that in life, we should try look on the bright side, to be optimistic. Not in this case. In this case, look on the dark side. Assume rejection first. Assume you're the rule, not the exception. It's intoxicatingly liberating.

6. We go out with some one, we get excited about them, and then they do something that mildly disappointed us. Then they keep doing a lot more things that disappoint us. Then we go into hyper-excuse mode for weeks or possibly months, because the last thing we want to think is that this great man that we are so excited about is in the process of turning into creep. We try to come up with some explanation for why they're behaving that way, any explanation, no matter how ridiculous that's the truth: He's just not that into me.

7. If a guy you're dating doesn't seem to be completely into you, or you feel the need to start " figuring him out," please consider the glorious thought that he might just not be that into you. And then free yourself to go find the one that is.

8. When a guy is into you, he lets you know it. He calls, he shows up, he wants to meet your friends, he can't keep his eyes or hands off of you, and when it's time to have sex, he's more than overjoyed to oblige.

9. Men are not complicated, although we'd like you to think we are.

10. If a dude isn't calling you when he says he will, or making sure you know that he's dating you, then you already have your ans. Stop making excuses for him; his actions are screaming the truth: He's just not that into you.

To be continue tomorrow....

Finally..I FOUND MY ANS... in this book..

2007-03-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

HATE & HARD TO SAY GOODBYE ESSPECIALLY

TO YOU. =(

Had prepare a gift for you before you leave, but.... just that time dont allow.
Good Luck in you futher study. =)

You let me down

2007-03-03T04:11:00.000+08:00

I HATE YOU!!!!!

you made me sad!! don't like you!!! =( delete me please.. throw our friendship whateva ship into recycle bin! =( It's just something simple! YOU MAKE IT LIKE SO HARD TO HAPPEN!!!! My daily routine for this week is always waiting.......... like a PURE dimwit. IM SO SICK AND TIRED!!

I don't believe in miracle!

1st time signing credit card!

2007-02-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

Was sitting in front of my comp, on9 as usual, surf friendster as usual.
SUDDENLY!!
*phone rang, wonder who called so early*My sis called. Ask me to go KLCC, sounds so urgent! Since my work start at 1.30pm so I just said OK. *praying please don't ask me to be promoter again*

On the way to KLCC, sis gimme her credit card and show me her signature. LOL! GUESS WHAT?! she asked me to act as some customer and walk in to Fiorucci's counter then pick 4 pairs of heels den pay with her credit card! WOW!! FEELING SYOK!! 1st in my life, so fresh ! so new to me!! (started to happy like village girl [sua gu]).

So I just walk in after 5 min my sis went(she check stock). I pick few wedges and some high heels! SO HAPPY! 1st time I can try all the shoes without worrying the payment! hehe... SO! I decided to pick 4 shoes.. Other promoters seems envious! They thought that he is so lucky! hehe... anyway! this is not the main point!

the main point is....

TA DAA!!! I took out the credit card and pay for amount RM 1418!! wahahahahhaa... feel so syok! but when I sign that that felt abit nervous> LOL! but I still sign the correct signature! hehe...

After giler and syok at the casher counter, I took the bag..so heavy! OF COURSE LA!! 4 shoe wei! Shop around at KLCC. Suddenly thought of what Ash babe told me that day, she said that's a mascara from sasa very good 1, as u apply more and more; your lashers will get longer and loner, and u just can easily using warm water to wash off. It's just RM50(having promotion) WOW!! I walk in to SASA and enquired about the mascara and YO! I GOT IT! and I just plan to find some mask (currantly craving for mask like maniac face getting dry and break out x_x). Who knows..this promoter told me that htye got this best selling mask , 3 pieces only RM19.90! WHOA~~~~ as a girl, you understand la.. hehe...

At last I walk out sasa shop with 1 mascara and the mask! Will tell u later wether the mask is nice onot! hehe...

End up today I went late for work, but nobody knows..only me and my SIS! hohohoho....

p/s: had try the mascara! it;s really long and REALLY!! you can just easily wash of with warm water! GOSH!! MUST BUY!

Let my dreams come true!

2007-02-28T10:36:00.000+08:00

FEELING DUMB AND STUPID ENOUGH FOR THIS WHOLE WEEK!!!

Kept dreaming the same thing but in different way...
Maybe Im just too deperate for it.
God..don't just lemme dream! Let it come true! *pray hard*

Babe Ash made me feel so touch!

2007-02-26T01:32:00.000+08:00

It's 1.32am, and Im blogging here.
Suddenly thought of something, need to blog!!
Babe Ash sent me a msg that day, she put me on her mind. LOL. She concerned about me.

"Hey woman, still remember the story between me and XX(the 1 she used to like). I bought a book, after you read it, you'll feel very comfortable. It's a wake up call, maybe you should read it. It's a great book, the title is " He's not that into you" and it wakes me up! wanna read anot? I can borrow you."

I felt touch cause she concerned about my biggest problem that Im facing now.. I meant..NO! not prob..it's a thing that bother me alot. ALOT... =( Hopefully...this book can help? This small thing that she do may be small, but it's really meaningful to me. I appreciate it darling. Im grateful for it.

P/S: Me and his topic getting random and random. =( until...we got nothing to talk anymore.

So potong stim!

2007-02-25T11:54:00.000+08:00

As you know, my bestie-ASHLEY is a very busy woman!! SO! i dated her b4 CNY, said that we must go out together since she went for NS so long, and I didnt get to meet her up and all.. SO!! We deicded to go out today, and 2 days ago she said she was sick, so I just wait her to recover. TILL this morning...she sms me.." hey woman, I cant make it, sorry." LALALA!! I can't get to go out alr...

Fine! I still got my ji mui(a guy). So I called...
*some stupid song playing to replaced doood doood*
NOBODY ANS!! nvm..try again!
*fergie's london bridge *
"wei" Still never notice his voice was so blur.
" Ch** K** W**!!! what are you doing lah??! come!!! wake up! let's go shopping! wheeeee!" Didnt notice and try to tell everything! end up...no reply from him *silenece on the phone*
" OI!!! what are you doing?!?! don't tell me you r still sleeping ar?!" shit..hope that he could wake up and go out with me!! * praying*
" yea...sleeping" hope gone> =(
"aiyo!! why!??!?!?! let's go out~!" still hope that he could go out with me. =p
"cannot, I just started sleeping, I gamble the whole night." come out the silly ngong ngong face from me. fine la..kenix, give up, let him sleep!
" yer!!! yer!!! yer!!!! fine lah! go sleep lah..ah dui! BYE!"

SUPER POTONG STIM!!!
NVM!! check my phone book... 1 by 1..1st name..540 >> OUT! den A Teng>> still NS! continue scrolling down... OH YES!! found 1!! my secondary giler friend!! Man Siew!!!!! OK! CALL!!

" Yo man siew!!! what are you doing?" trying to act bubbly nd goofy abit! but..it dont seems work at all.
" sleeping..." super blur sound.
" dont sleep!! lets go out!!"
" when?"
"NOW LAH!!!!!!"
"cannot ler~~ my dad ask me to stay home, why don't you tell me earlier?"
" yo~~ why lah!! haihz...Im telling u now!! it's very early!!! only 11.30am!! ishh...nvm la..go sleep go sleep!"

Conversation ended..
NVM!! make another call, still don't wanna give up. LOL. So into shopping mood, suddenly...ish!
OK! call Karena! she is a super-layan-ppl.

" hello!! karena!!!!! how are you? *oh shit! heard the sleepy voice again, this is even worse! I duno what is she trying to tell me!* haihz...you sleeping ar?"
"yealo...why?
"NOTHING LAH! call for fun, nothing la..go and sleep la..call you next time!" put down the phone hurriedly, dont wanan waste my credit!

and then call...calll..and called!!! EVERYBODY ARE STILL SLEEPING!!! Teenager now days...sleep only! Like to sleep till late noon! At night don't wan to sleep earlier! Sigh...

Super potong stim day! Hopefully later get to go Flea Market at Mont Kiara!

Sick during CNY ain't no SYOK!!

2007-02-22T00:56:00.000+08:00

Im sick during CNY!!

OK..bad bad.... Early in the morning, my Godma called and woke me up! It's only 10.30am.
(yest night went for midnight movie at 1u, thats why...10.30am is pretty early!)

"may may, what time are you coming?! so late alr! everybody is here alr!!" (may may is my nick name for my family and some relatives)
"huh...will come later..soon" actually Im still dreaming half way.
"hurry up come! Later got no more food for you" I don't care about the food, I need to sleep.
"okok...coming coming..wake up soon"

Im lethargy! I got bad sorethroat, I got no strength. I woke up and sit infront of the computer as usual, on my msn and STONED. My mom was nagging as usual, yll my name loudly even in the small house. Asking me to go and wash up and all... I don't feel like going, but CANT!! I wanna gamble!!!! addicted!!!! It's only once a year!!! Need to treasure the time to gamble. HOHOHO...

Arund 12+ we reached Sierramas. Bloody hate the Guard! so lanci! Im visitor , I tell you the unit no. and why not u who intercom the resident and why us?! HELLLOO!!!! and i need to waste my credit , ask me sis and tell the bloody guard to let us in! Im so pissed with this kind of service!

Wooohooo! got down from the car, run up the staircase. Saw lots of food there alr!!! VERY NICE!! yummy!! Sis and Mama( I called my godma as Mama) said I look really tired and not feeling well, so after the very delicious lunch, I went up to my room and sleep while the aunties and my mom were gambling downstairs. Thy are soo noisy! Poor me..I cant gamble. Feeling so dizzy and I still can listen the noisiness from downstairs... Aiyo...I still fell asleep due to my dizzyness, it killed me!

Anyway...Im getting better I guess...Physically...and yet...mentally...im weak!

2007-02-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

Proud to be pure KL GIRL. =p

At least I don't need to rush back to hometown.
At least I don't need to stuck in the jam on the high way / way back to hometown.
At least I don't need to sit in the car for such a long period just to go back to hometown and celebrate CNY.
At least I don't need to travel up and down.
At least all my relatives are staying at KL.
At least my dad don't need to waste petrol money. ( it's expensive!!!!)
At least i'm not spending my time in the car to sleep, in fact my bed! hohoho...

At least...at least....at least!

People out there! People who driving back to Hometown, drive safe! =) look left, look right! Beat Traffic Light! Be tolerate on th road.. HAPPY CNY!! Enjoy the moment collecting ang pow! Don't forget to say Gong Hei Fatt Choy! Enjoy the family reunion dinner! Enjoy bullying kids(thats me)! Enjoy everything!!!

Tomorrow going out with Shamen, a friend from Sydney. Hope to have fun!

2007-02-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

Im back!

LOL! I've never leave , why Im back?! NO SENSE! Anyway! It's Valentine's Day today! After work, I saw some people started selling roses and love shape balloons.. So romantic. Got dissapointed, he didnt date me, never mention anything. Nvm. Valentine's day is just another day for me, nothing special. At least you can do whatever you want, you can do it whenever u like, no compromise! right?!

Somebody confessed to Ai Leng, LOL! I told u earlier!! and you don't believe me! BETTER TRUST WHATEVER I SAY NEXT TIME!! And she got no idea how to reject, okay, I had an idea for you. NGIEK NGIEK! DONT SAY I MEAN! just say that you dont like to eat pork, ok!? hehe.. =p

CHINESE NEW YEAR APPROACHING! have you buy cny new clothes? I spent almost RM1000 on mt CNY clothes. LOL! It's my 1st time spending so much!! It's kinda syok! In fact it's a sin.

Somebody is leaving soon... =( you will get to know who is he, I'll blog when he ciao!

2007-02-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to AI LENG!!! (was yesterday..hehe...)

Yesterday was Ai Leng's 20th birthday! LOL! Finally..Im going to to turn 18 and she is alr 20! Hmm...20 isnt that old, don't worry! Me and Justhyn planned to throw her a suprise party. Afternoon, me and KB met her and brought her for lunch at Sunway college. She was like quite bored with her birthday, nobody celebrate for her, just the friends sent her some wishes.

Im so excited as Im her bf. LOL. Justhyn was late! We all waited somewhere hidden. Finally she came and Justhyn cheated her that she is going toilet , in fact she came and meet up with us! We sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG.. she got so suprised and cried a little. LOL. I wish I can have a suprise party too!! The whole night was great!

Of course not to miss camwhore session!

LOL! Ai Leng still havnt get ready, look at her numb look. It's your Bday! smile!! =)

He is 5.40. Curious about his name? LOL. ask him yourself!

She is Justhyn! A very crazy and open girl i would say. a very good friend too. =)

NAIK GILA SESSION!

Nobody want to layan her at all.

Hope this is a great memories for you. HAPPY BITHDAY LENG!! MUACKS...

2007-02-04T23:49:00.000+08:00

SHARE WITH YOU! =)

2007-02-03T04:14:00.000+08:00

Feeling blue tonight! I swallowed it and I chocked. =(
Everybody busy preparing for valentine's day. Make a single party? Any 1?

Pufff! Im doing too much... too much... sick and tired. The next time will be my last time. Hope to get an ans from you. I just want to know.
Can I?

Crying alone..isnt that lonely..
You are too cool on the phone, it's hurting me with another way. Killing me softly? *laugh at myself*

2007-02-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

What makes you satisfy the most?

A bunch of flowers (girls love flowers, I don't!)?
A delicious meal?
A diamond?
A date?

For me, is just meeting up with some 1 I like.

2007-01-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

IM SO NOT HAPPY WITH MY BOSS!!!!!!!!

ok... the story goes.......................

1 day, that is this girl called KY. She is a ballet student at my dancing studio. So that day, the ballet shoe that she ordered arrived. So I gave it to her. OK!! when u get sumthing new, for sure u will wear on it right!? So KY wear it and dance ballet for 1 class, after class she told her parents that the shoe is very tight and making her toes pain and all ( I can see her eyes...got tears!!! Kids wont lie right!? so obviously she is very pain lah!!!!!!!!!). SO! her parents went to my boss and ask her to change for a bigger size, and my boss refuse to change for her! Her excuse is she wore it to dance for 1 lesson alr, so supplier wont accept it! (HELLO!!! OF COZ U MUST WEAR ONLY U KNOW IT'S SUITABLE ONOT RIGHT?!). AND actually....due to the very pathetic and stupid enough arguement that she did with the supplier, so she refuse to have any contact with the supplier anymore and she don't want to change for KY! If u were the parents, will you get mad and furious?! OBVIOUSLY YES right? So! my boss got another class to teach, she continue her class and now the parents came to me! They were complaining and ask for the supplier no. They will ask the supplier by themselves. People like me so kind, see my face also u know alr! I gave them the supplier's no. and the parents called me and told me that the supplier is willing to change for them , now it's just depends on the dancing school wether they wana lend a hand or not. SO!!! my boss blame me for giving other ppl the supplier's no.

HELLO!! if this happen on you, you wouldnt want other ppl to treat you liek how you did right?! WTF!! Im just being thoughtful man!! BITCHY BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't find that's my fault at all... no sense right?! I SERIOUSLY DONT WANNA WORK! but cant...

2007-01-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

Guess what's my dinner for this lonely night?! My mom went God-knows-where-and-only-she-knows and until now(11.30pm) still havent appear at home, maybe hanging with friends at Plaza damas. And poor me.. I ate the second bowl of corn flake since evening! Arrggghhhhhh!!! Im going crazy~~~ I can't live without food larh, why?!?! Im lazy to cook, I can't cook with the limitted food in my kitchen. Im taking breakfast meal as my dinner, how healthy and boring, which means that..tmr morning, I have to eat the same old thing-CORN FLAKE, again....and.......again~~~

Oh yea...didnt tell u all that, my female dog-MIMI born 2 little cute puppies! and who is the father?! yea..the useless BOBBY! and now everybody abandoned him. kaka.. 1 of the puppy is fat and it looks a little silly and quite dumb, LOL! coz they still cannot walk so stable. Mimi still don't know how to take care her baby, she even run off when the baby is sucking her milk from her nipple(obviously from nipple lah, if not?)SEE!! she is hugging her own puppy! so lovely.

Around my working place-Desa Sri Hartamas, there's a new pet shop! OMG..the dogs there are extremely friendly and CUTE!! SO SWEET SO LOVELY!!!! The dogs can move freely inside the shop, isnt that good?? hehe... Last sunday, Ai leng brought her dog-Kinzu to the new open pet shop! Kinzu got so excited when he saw some hot chic(pretty female dog), as you know..dogs can heated up so fast...and u know what happened the next lah.. There's a chow chow inside the shop, OMG!! so fury & large like LION! *raw* took few pics with them..! too lovely!

2007-01-21T22:43:00.000+08:00

Just a little flash back!

Days without my lovely friends are really kinda bored. I need to tell you guys that, Im back to single. Whoa!! why so fast? yea..thats fast, "he" is so irreplaceable instead of KB. Is fair to me and KB to end this relationship earlier, I dont want him to waste the time on me. okok..stop the mother story, anyway..im available. LOL.

My fren ask dont I feel bored that everyday I have to work? Yea..yea..It's true..really bored! But what to do when all your friends are committed to NS and left you? I cant go shopping alone, I cant n9 everyday-24 hours, I cant watch DVD everyday, that wont bring me far, so just work la..
stay home = only pocket money;
work = pocket money + salary
Isnt that sounds more interesting ? STUDY STILL THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006 was a year which fullfill joy and sorrow! Glad to get more friends. =)Hmm.. we are cousin sisters. and Wai leng. Things happened between her and Leng, and now we hardly contact.

That day(someday), me, steven(dongdong), edward(siao kia), andrew & kar hui(is not mistaken) went to neway.

Whoa~ Look at his face espression! I mean edward, the middle kia. LOL

Im pretending very concentrate! LOL. dong dong's tongue out.Yay! my turn to tongue out!

After karaoke, we went to play bowling, they all learning the new skill(pro 1) which is like turning the ball, and I never want to try and take the risk, cause Im almost the last!!!!!!!!!!!!Didnt really care about how much point I got, cause Im the last!!!! whateva, so just camwhore around.

Sarcasm King!

Miss going out with Sweyi. LOL! We can talk talk talk nonstop! We got same hobby, things that we loves to do when shopping, God knew it! We went to 1u that day(monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday! 1 of these days!) We ate dinner at 1 japanese restaurant, due to our finantial prob, purse getting slimmer and thinner, we decide to order a very good looking and cheap Udon to eat, hehe.. taste not bad! LOL! We saw a handsome (en tao) working at the restaurant, he looks like some character in comic. I just remembered his very thick eyebrow.

B4 Xmas! Me and Ai Leng plan to get some game to play on christmas eve, so that everybody can have fun, and at last..... both of us gone crazy at the cold late night!I draw for each other, isnt my drawing better? LOL. thats fake ampit hair!! we draw it with eye shadow! NGIEK!!

How did you guys celebrated 2006's Xmas? No countdown for me last year, anyway, I do enjoy partying at Ai Leng's house with delicious food!!!Hello! Izit that fun of squeezing nipple?!?! I think it is! Kai Zun look so enjoy and high! ngiek!! XDReunion of Ai Leng's high school mate! Wanna be lala..Young kids! ai mei, LIK LIK( ai mei's bf) and thier best friend!Yee Teng( my cousin), kenny(her bf)

Cheerful smile! =)

That's it for 24/12/2006!

26/12/2006. I met up with dong dong at Asia Cafe. We exchanged our Xmas pressie there. Never tot of exchanging present there! Mayb sum other places? like... Infront of a Big Xmas tree? Lol..whateva..it's over. Dong dong gave me a cup! N 1 small little thingy which can keep my accessories? He said a cup can keep me healthy and asked me to drink more water, but I never use the mug, it's too nice to use, so I just display it in my room. Guess what pressie he received from me? It's a crystal bracelet. I hope he really like it and will wear it, but he seems like dun really like it. Nvm.. If you dont really like it, can just keep it a side! Anyway, thank you! I like the pressie! XDTa Daaaa!!! Cute little simple mug!

Did I mention about New Year eve? LOL. that was the 1st time Ai Leng went to countdown outside with friends, I can see she enjoy alot! hehe.. We played with spray! I like to spray it on ppl's ampit. =pKai Bin, Leng, Me, and Kai Zun!Nice firework!?

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2007-01-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

Whenever this person, my feelings will get uncountrol.
His msg will always make me feel so bad.
Last time, whenever he on9, he will surely nudge me and call my nickname. and now?! don't even say HI. Izit time to let go?
Why never contact me anymore, we used to chat everytime we on9, we used to sms, and yea..we went out together, although not that often , I still appreciate it! REALLY!
You made me felt so miserable. I wonder..are you still reading my blog! Tell me if you really do, I know you know Im talking about you!

2007-01-14T16:45:00.000+08:00

I left my blog for ages, it must be damn sad and lonely, coz i don't tell it my story anymore. So now! it's time to tell. If i dont tell, I'll burst soon. Okok...work isnt that fun, but when you think of the end of the month, u get the salary, you will survive! I tell you!!! I fucking hate my boss!! she is such a bitch! whateva! That day, students came and pay for the fees and the amount is not balance and guess what, I need to pay my responsible, fucked up!! I tell you, this lady is sooo "lady". You get what i mean? Nvm..you will get it. I don't feel like working anymore.. I am not meant for working. =p (slap ! Think of the money!!!!!!!!!!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$)

Today went to flea market with cousins. I bought a very nice short pants and 2 cute little thingy, 1 for me and 1 for KB. Im here to intro..KB. Hmmmm... Im attached! =) Just giving a chance to each other to try out, since Im single for quite some time.. Hope he is the faith healer. =p

nothing much in my life, working is seriously boring. Oh yea..that day I went clubbing without Ai Leng, kinda weird and a little insecure. Hahhaha..mayb she is my another half. LOL!! and not KB. So I felt more secure when Im with her. hahahahah.. I saw Jason who is Celia's ex. I saw Junior, some intresting people out there, AND I SAW BRANDON'S(my ex) GANG!!!! and the weirdest is.. brandon and lynn d are not there, the BEST! They keep staring at me with with 1 kind. I got prom night with Wilson on that night too, he is mad with me coz Im leaving early. He said he feel like losing contact with me. is this a big deal?! No idea.. very emo guy. He said that he got PMS. Oh well.. guy will have thier invisible PMS period, LOL! Just beware, some guy really...ARRGGHHH!! make ppl crazy and they always act like girls and be emo!

I felt like telling my mom that im attached and no more single, but Im sure she will ask me to lt them meet up, but I dont feel like doing that, I'll wait till the relationship is stable enough, mayb CNY?! people..any suggestion?!

im too busy! After working..almost everyday happy hours. Most of the student at my dancing studio are children. Thier conversation are hilarious!
Katrina :" hey..my orange got seed, you?"
Hillary:" mine dont have..hehe... later your stomach grow orange tree . hahahhaa.."
These kids ... x_x

im too tired..after work >>> sleep! no time to on9 at all. so take care people.

2007-01-07T13:36:00.000+08:00

I hate this home, I wish I just dont come back everyday.
Esspecially my mom, she is so ridiculous!
She piss everybody off! sh thinks she is always right! and my dad will always listen to her!

2007-01-04T23:27:00.000+08:00

I purposely ignore talking on the phone with Willy just to blog for today! hehe..
Started to work for today! I work at my dancing school which placed at Hartamas. So it's quite convinient for me~ hehe.. The whole day..I do nothing! seriously! NOTHING! Whole day sms'ing with Kai Bin and also my cousin. Today I only work for 5 hours! Not that tiring. Very borin but with high payment! so worthful.

So Today, my boss-Rachel asked to to called a parents to tell her that her daughter bla bla bla. I was so nervous and my heart beat abnormally. I picked up the phone and call, b4 it ring, i quickly hang up. LOL. sounds dumb, im just too nervous! After that I practice with my own what to talk and all, I even wrote on a paper, and at last! I called.
Ring Ring~~ Ring Ring~~~ "Hello" my heart goes 'Dub! Dub! Dub!'
I myself can even hear my heart beating abnormally.
So I just crap and tOld what I suppose to say. and Phew~ It's over..hehe..
1st mission! DONE! hehe.. For somebody, it may just a little tiny small matter, but this is one of my experience, treasure it! gotta learn how to communicate more. and Smile. =) (most important connection to customer)

Tmr im going to bring my notebook, hopefully there are the some wireless coverage around my dancing school, so that I wont get bored sitting there for 7 hours doing nothing other than smiling to customer and call up strangers!

There are lots of kids at my dancing school learning ballet, I TELL U!!! I DUN LIKE KIDS AT ALL!!!!! nvm..mayb from now onwards i need to groom some care and love to the kids..isshh...sounds so fake! I just like to bully them! I feel like pinching thier rosy cheecks hardly and make them cry , then i act like "owh baby..sweetheart..why are you crying?"(slap me)

Hopefully there are wireless coverage!!!! PRAY~~ Namo.namo..hallehlujah~~ allah~~

2007-01-01T21:19:00.001+08:00

Welcome Year 2007!
Set a new year resolution yet?! Ready to make a new start?

-2006-
Sad things keep happening between me and my friends, broke up and me and sum1 special-lets call him Mr Dumb. Choi Wag said we need to leave our depressed moment along with year 2006, bid farewell. Must? yea...I think so. I would said that year 2006 was my very bad year, I dont like it!! dont need to mention much about the sad thing, say BYE BYE!

-2007-
New Year's resolution!!!!!! As what Steven said? be a better person? In everything. Hmm... good! hehe...I seriously need to stop playing nymore and study real hard and serious in college. And also I want to meet new friends!!!!!!! learn driving...aiks..till now..I still havent register for undang and bla bla bla...yada yada...x_x Dont attch to the past! thats it for now!

So yea! 31/12/2006, Kai Bin, Kai zun , leng and me went to the curve to countdown. We went earlier, around 6+pm, to prevent not to stuck in the bloody jam for ages! We had our dinner at the Hakka restaurant at the curve! The food was not bad! We walked around, leng did some shopping. We went to Cold Storage and bought few bottles of beer to drink and past our time. saw Celia! LOL.. she was calling loudly me all the way, people kept looking at her, but I cant hear it. dumb dumb! And we talked a little. The Curve were so crowded! I liek the crowd there compare to Bukit Bintang, at least less ah beng and ah lian. we got spray war on that night with stranger, omg..my whole body was dirty and my hair are all wet and full of bubbles. just iek the people who just half way showering. Imagine that! and we do have great times together! Spraying ppl's face and ampit..everywhere! LOL. and that day...stupid leng wear so bloody striking! everybody looked at her 1 kind! as u can see in the photo!

Kai Bin became an old man in a sudden!

2006-12-23T02:23:00.000+08:00

Im a little tipsy. Kept calling my ji mui who is CHIN KAN WAI fucker. I told him that that's his new nick. hahahahahha...he must be damn shock and doing de very stupid and angry face and thinking " JIAYI THE BITCH!" lalala...whateva. LOL.
I went to hartamas square to have a drink with aiLeng again. A little different today! we went to drink beer-carlberg. Stupid! they dont sell tiger beer,fine. nvm. And of coz we have shi sha, i think today was the best shi sha, smooth and lots of smoke come out. hahaha...

Im so sad just now, cause Louis said it's weird if Im following them to go countdown at BB, they r going in couples, as you know..Im still single, sob sob. Thats so obvious to show that he actually dont want me to go with them. I almost cried. how sad. nvm, I still have another event at my cousin's house, they r having party! wheeeeeee!!! I'll go crazy there, Im going to buy the reindeer's torn or head..whateva to wear on 24/12! Im not blaming you , louis, anyway, i think it's really weird to go with couples, have fun!

Im going to meet aileng's new friend-who is Justyn, a girl,leng said she is crazy! ok..I must be patient and wait to visit how crazy is this girl! HOHOHO...

Lastly, Happy birthday wilson pao! Fat boi!

2006-12-20T14:32:00.000+08:00

Hey Edward, this is for you, to help u in your 'unknown title' comic! hehe..
As usual, day b4 today I log in to this forum which I enter often.
Saw this title about Disco. Im curious about that so i click in. They said that the Kelantan goverment allowed Muslims to enter disco, non alcohol. eh how stupid?!?!?! then what people drink? Milo Ice?? Teh O ice Limau??? So ridiculous! Summore girls and guy must seperate to different place. -_-'''
Of course, there ar lots of people comment about it,
some said: do they need to pray before go in the disco. LOL.
some said: soon the disco will become lesbian and gay disco.
and this is the funniest 1!!!!!
this person said: How bout the music? remix about all*h? Yo Yo yo..**lah...berkati ku~~ *transform..
Imagine la! damn hilarious.

i suggest the goverment not to waste so much money and dont do stupid things, foreign country will laugh at us!!!

Okok..stop that! we must repect others! Dont get too over! respect other people, respect other races.

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Yesterday I went to bukit Bintang AGAIN!!! with my cousin (ai leng) and 1 of her friends yoong wei. I went to find dresses, but..couldnt find any1 which suits me. so.. forget about it.

Times Square got an event there, it attracted alot of peoples to watch! guess what?! It's choir! hehe..I like it ler..They sang in portugese language, alot of 'ang mo', damn pretty with great vocal. I've recorded, but only manage to uploaded 1. so sorry...

ENJOY!

2006-12-18T14:37:00.000+08:00

SPM ended, and I never well spent my time other than keep going out window shopping and sing K with friends or watch movie. So! today im so enthusiastic! Yest slept at 4am, today woke up at 11. So I planned to clean and tidy up my room which like rubbish room and my mom kept complaining for the whole month! Could u imagine how messy izit? You dont wanna know! BUT I WAN U TO SEE!!!
After 2 hours of cleaning, the dust flying here and there , included flying in my nose and it makes me sneeze like God-knows-how. You can see 'wan tan' all over the desk. and TAA DAAAA!!!!! Lookk!!!! my brand new + clean room! wheeeee~~So how is it? I bet it's better than before although it's not the cleanest yet!
My mom will get pretty happy after she visit my room, hehe..no more dust! no more high school's books! lalala.. Wish she could gimme some money as reward. =p thats so impossible, cause she is soooooo STINGY!

While cleaning my room, I've found some of my photos, from young till now! Arrgghhh! some of them like..OMG!! is this me!??!?! when did I take this photo?? You couldnt imagine how I look man..it's horrible. Of cause now I do look good and dont look back! It makes u feel bad and stupid, mayb silly! Let's flash back to the past~I got no idea why it cant rotate. Nvm, do i look adorable? It's when Im full moon. alot of hairs. Dad said he couldnt recognize me when Im just borned in the hospital, coz I have too much black and silky hair..LOL! He said I LOOK LIKE INDIAN!!!!!! ok..fine! at least now i dont look like indian. =p

Who snap this!? Im so chubby la..OMG, you saw me in naked.=p Im gonna report police! =p my bros are crazy over Dragon Ball, so they made my hair similar as dragon ball. x_x poor me.Where u all going to bring me? Zoo?? Im so excited!Who took away my milk botol!!!!! gimme back!!!!! (for your information, I drank milk with botol until standard 3, what a shame. =p)(whistle) wheee~u~whit~~ hehe..HOT CHIC wearing bikini! omg..im so hot! I couldnt rmb how old was I.What happened to my chin?? That day i came out from toilet and it's slippery, I fell down ad my chin was bleeding!!! damn serious, I kept crying and end up at the clicnic and done my surgery!It's my family. It were 8-9 years before, With my stupid and dumb mushroom hairstyle! Yuck! At Thailand.Got too hyper, thats why! Bro,dad,hyper me + mom.When I was 6 years old with my long hair. My kai ye bought this dress for me from HK, guess how much izit? LOL,I will never forget! It's RM400!!! CRAZE!!it's still in my cupboard, i'll let my daughter to wear next time!My Grandma and me. She passed away. R.I.P.I look so retarded! i think it was standard 4.

I started to look FUGLY=Fucking Ugly when im in secondary!

I found this very stupid photo, it's me and Sook Yan! I look so FUGLY!!!!! x_xMy sis's wedding, beside me is my kai ma. Im the flower girl on that day.It was on my I.U Day when I was form 3, going to perform! Forgotten who the hell whom make up for me, after this make up, My face started to grow pimples.It's year end of 2004! I went to Hong Kong. I look like some indonesian maid. I think they look better than me.This is form 4, look slightly better!

And I found 2 passport size photo, OMG!!! Get ready, It's super duper FUGLY!! I felt like killing people who see this pic before and kill my past. =p And now im desperate to renew my passport. Take a plastic bag and be ready to look at my fugly past!

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I think it was when im standard 6. This is not the ugliest 1!!! here you go!
THE UGLIEST PHOTO IN MY LIFE!!!!!
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..With the sleeping eyes, brown colour's lip which same like old lady, hairstyle so old fashion + no eye brown. It totally sucks!!!!!!! and Looks like Indonesian maid. My sis used to called my KUTU MOI. -_-''' arrggghhhh!!!!! night mare!

There are no ugly girls underneath the world, there is only lazy girls. To be pretty , you must know how to love yourself and hardworking. HARDWORKING? yea...to be prettier! hehe...and here is me! the NOW me. Is there any big difference? Let's judge.!
WORK HARD AND LOVE YOURSELF MORE TO BE PRETTIER!!

2006-12-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

怎么会开始对你有了感觉

又深怕朋友默契转身不见

矛盾着犹豫不决没准备

跨越爱的界线

怎么会开始对你有了感觉

深陷朋友恋人之间的危险

进与退被爱包围

谁犯规都狼狈

谁能解围让一切完美

怎么会开始对你有了感觉

深陷朋友恋人之间的危险

你和我拥抱瞬间不后悔

这暧昧星光唯美把爱放心里面

为什么...开始对你会有感觉了呢？
从第一眼的看见你...到现在...感觉...不一样了...
我...爱上你了吗
在这个时候爱上你太不恰当了

你不曾批评我
难道我真的那么差劲？
如果不是
你为什么不要？
没有勇气告诉你...
我喜欢的是你...真的没有勇气...
是我了解你吗？

我累噢。。。

2006-12-16T17:06:00.000+08:00

Too much of emo blog now days.. hehe.. Human need to live happily to gurantee thier life lives longer! Pls smile at least 5 minute a day. =) A smile can make your day briliant. Smile~ It's Contagious

goat with braces! -_-'''

Cat smiling =) MIAO!

King Kong smiling~~ it may smile better than you!

Pug with big smile!

Even bear could smile! LOL! but it look abit pathetic.

say Cheeeseee~~~

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Finally..Ash came back from Bei Jing. She bought me alot of sweets and chocolate from Bei jing, want me to gain weight huh! anyway..it's the good time! I SERIOUSLY NEED TO GAIN SOME WEIGHT! She bought me a jade too. it's pure jade, Shireen and Kevin got 1 pair!

and Ash said:" you two better dont let other ppl touch this jade other than u 2, if not..shireen will snatch by other person and Kevin will snatch by other ppl.

We look at her 1 kind. LOL. GOT SUCH THING? anyway..just believe it la..

This is the sweets and chocolate!

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Today I went to KDU College's open day. Brought my dad and mom along, let them ask what they wan to ask, and make sure I din give the wrong info. I've decided! I want to study Mass Comunication. good? I think it suits me la..ppl like to talk and present, and it's more to practical, so myself.

2006-12-16T00:04:00.000+08:00

Penang trip canlcelled.
Bali trip cancelled.
CANCELLED EVERYTHING LA!!!!

Today went out to celebrated Shireen's birthday, i felt damn lonely and stupid there, ash and louis 1 pair, shireen and kevin 1 pair, and ME?! came from dono where. Hate to be alone!! I like u!!!!!!!! I tell u now!!!!!!!! Whateva la..Nothing will happened, I knew it very well. Not even a small little tiny chance for us? =( I seriously dono myself and you la.. Im so tiring to be me anymore, to be so active and as friend infront of you, to be humble, to be polite, to be nice and good, to hide up my thrilled feelings when i met you..everything!

Whole week cant really sleeep..Must sleep tmr!
I need some beer.

2006-12-15T00:47:00.000+08:00

My both legs are now TERENCAT!

Tuesday went to sing K with Win Jinn, she is Dong dong's sister! She look pretty and cute, Im serious! she look so much better in real life. She sang well! We went to window shopping awhile den we go and have a haircut at Sungai Wang-Hair Zone. Ruey cut for me and anther guy cut for her. She wanted to cut fringe, but too bad, she rebonded her hair, so It dosent allow her to cut a nice fringe. Be patient girl, u will get to cut fringe when ur hair are longer. I hcut a new hairstyle! Bye bye old hairstyle, it's actually not much different, but it dont look like broom now!

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I've forgotten what I did on Wednesday. Oh yea...I remebered! I cried that night for 1 hour~ Because my dad dont allow me to go Penang with friends, Im so sad and kept crying. It dosent help at all if you cry, but just CRY!! it released stress and tension. hehe.. When my dad allowed, edward said cancelled, WASTE MY TEARS!!!!! Oh yea..i remembered. I helped my sis to work as promoter at KLCC's Parkson, she cant find any promoter, so I went to helped her for FREE! OWH MY GOD~ I tell you, it's soooooo bloooody TIRING! U cannot sit, even there's no customer, you only can stand! for the whole day, summore 1st day, duno anybody there, never talk for few hour, My mouth..u can see... it rotten! I've sold 7 shoes! wheeeeee. Kenix is so seccessful!!! Too early! -_-''' When I got home, my leg.. like..NUMB and Tired.. exhausted. I can die. And I dont understand why got PROMOTER this kind of job,and ppl craving for it. It's just RM4 per hour, nothing interesting. After work, Me and sis went to Burberry, whoa! got sales, the shirt there are so messy, like Pasar Malam, imagine that! I tell you there is 1 malay Burberry worker, Hmmpppp! damn lanci, talk so loud and never smile, feel like giving her a slap! Eh, we pay, you better gimme a sweet and shinny smile!

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Thursaday! Early in the morning, Mama(kai ma) called me at 9 and Im still on my bed sleeping and snoring like a PIG.

Me:" Hello.....(half awake half in my dreamland)"
Mama:" Whoa..what time alr, still sleeping,wanna go KLCC later? BURBERRY got sales, lts go and buy clothes."
Me:" Yea, I know. What time?(more awake)
Mama:" Around 10 I come and pick you up la, better get ready."
Me:" emm..ok ok.."

Doo....doo...dooo...dooo.... phone hanged. I continue to sleep. but only 10 minutes la, after that woke up and brush me teeth, wash face..make up..dress up! And I realised 1 thing, my Gucci bag!!!!!!!! 1 of the logo dirty alr. Isshhhh! i brought it to the Gucci outlet at KLCC, They said.. If you wan to clean it, we can help u to dry clean it. I asked how much izit. She said Erm..it depends on how big is your bag, I think around RM150! WHOA!!!!!!!!!! CRAZEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! Wei..1 bag only wo...need onot.. OK la..end of the story..I tried all the bags around and aim which to buy, need to buy 1 more next year and v continue shopping. Mama bought 1 shirt from burberry. Sis wanted to buy a Loewe bag, but no money..sob..nvm..b4 CNY!!! we will buy 1..

Got back home at god-knows-the-time. Saw my bro wearing working attire and on9 at home, plan to go and rest awhile on my bed, who knows...I ter-slept. These shows how tired i am, but not willing to lose a chance to go shopping! Im crazy.

I dint really sleep for this weeks, almost everyday have to wake up early! I need some peace and rest. but do not ask me to REST IN PEACE. Unless you bought me greatest cofin in the world with tinted glass and it's approve by JPJ. then you can inform me.

sweetness!

2006-12-12T01:36:00.000+08:00

SWEETNESS!!!

Im always doing sumthing sweet to somebody. How I wish I could have a sweet sweeet and an exceptional X-mas! How I wish miracle could happen on that day, im sure it will be 1 of my memorable day.

Im started losing myself and... who am I? I still feeling thrill when we are going out together. I should just stop myself doing silly actions and keep making things happen, cause...you are leaving soon, Im afraid I will weeep on that day, the day u leave.

Would u hold my hand and cover me when it's raining? Or..we can play in the rain. Awww~ It's so sweet~ Would you give me a bunch of fererro rocher infront of the christmas tree and say "Merry Christmas" to me? I wonder what am I going to get from you. Even it's just a small gift, I dont mind, because it's from you, thats why it become exceptional and precious.

Dont wan the day to come, dont want you to go..

2006-12-08T20:55:00.000+08:00

The most happening BLOG in my BLOG!!! wheeeeee~~~ guess what?! that's Fiorucci's press conference! woohooooo! b4 the party get started, I help my sis at Avenue K's Bond Pub back stage. The models were waiting for us there,we are late for 1 hour. Rush on the road, bringing clothes and shoes and run on the ground...like movie! LOL
models had thier rehearsal, after that we let them tried on the heels and the clothes! Whoa..1st time i saw so many HIGH HEELS!! and guess what!!!!! I saw models changing clothes..whoa..naked! Nah! with bras and panties on. hehe..i saw mascular man models wearing thier boxers and do changing! WHOA~~ DAMN HOT! everybody's nose bleeding...ngiek! great experinece!

b4 the party started, I took a few photo of the pub and also backstage! AND also MODELS!!!!

The backstage. with clothes and heels..all around..

The models having rehearsal.

Party started at 4pm, I quickly went to the toilet and do my make up! OMG..the toilet were so quiet and a little scary..ehehe...but indefference! quickly throw out all the cosmetic and make up! Media , invited guest and VIP came~~ so many celebrities!!!!

around 4.30pm, the party started! lalalal... few ballet girls aka angels started to dance around as open ceromony.
After this, fashion show started. Started with OL look.After that is Funky Look!
Continue is.... Taiwan most famous's top model collections-Lin Zhi Ling, she design all these dress! If anybody wanted to buy it, pls leave msg at my chatbox, it's only 1 piece in Malaysia, you cant get it from anywhere other than Taiwan, and these dress are imported from Hong Kong. Just for this show!

This dress is NICE!! at the back they got 1 blue ribbon, very cute!

Oh yea, people who want to buy the Fiorucci's T shirt and skirt also can msg me. You cant buy it here other than with me!!!!! Finally... Fashion show ended. So people, Fiorucci's shoes are damn nice and it's really comfortable. Must BUY!! Thier outlet at Lot 10-Isetan,Midvalley-Metrojaya & Times Square-Metrojaya and soon will at Avenue K, can go and have a look also if you dont wan to buy.

I got some souvenir from the Fiorucci's press conference, got imported Fiorucci's mug and 1 Fiorucci's umbrella,the umbrebrella will change colour when it's wet!

The party were so AMAZING, FANTASTIC & FABULOUS!!!!!

a video of the fashion show.

2006-12-05T16:13:00.000+08:00

I feel like going to get cute and adorable TATTOO!!

next is... getting exchange present for Cousins and also The Babi-ding Dong's pressie! Wheeee! Xhristmas is coming~ I love christmas the most! If m'sia have snow, then will be GREAT!

Suddenly got scolded by YOU! Suddenly! Im just being concern!! WTH!!!!Go la Go la! Nobody will care about you!

good mood >>>> BAD MOOD!!!

2006-12-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

Woohooo!! finished another paper! thats's MORAL! ok ok..moral is stupid but it's hard to score. After moral paper, mom came and pick me up, I suggested to go 1u, hehe...and she agreed! I think today is the day that sales started! wheeeeee~~ My purpose to 1u is to buy BRA. =p Im lack of bra, so I went XIXILI, i think it's for mature ppl, young girl like me....dun like the pattern like that. =p We walked around..and NAF NAF got sales!!!!!! Whoa...the shirt are damn cheap... I bought a top..hehe..which is very nice, I like it! hehe.. Mom bought a red dress. I bought 2 Bras! hehe...and contactlends...

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Oh yea, people! I put a christmas song in my blog! izit cute? can cheer u up?!

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Im kinda emo right now...I helped a friend to get my best friend. hehe... I think...it works! hehe...waiting for thier suprise good news! If it dosent work, nvm...Louis! Terus Berusaha! And me..i felt lonely..I think..I should just let go/give up. anything la! It's the same!!!! If he think the same way as me!!!!! he will take action!!!!!!! Ash ask me to be patient..but...cannot...it's running out of time! Im not as brave as Shi****, she fight for her love 1, she tell the person straight she like him, but..me? ARRGGHHHH!!!

bye bye kenix... screw u!! u loser...yea yea..i am! ok..i start talking to myself again!

2006-11-30T14:45:00.000+08:00

This morning i received a call from my sis(i know you r thinking, kenix have a sister?) yea yea..i have 1..hehe...pet sis! real pet sis!!!! She told me about the press conference for her shoe(FIORUCCI) last few weeks when I overnight at her place. There will be alot reporters and media there, they will have this cat walk show to promote thier shoes! HOHOHO...will I meet any celebrity there?! Must bring my camera! That press conference is only for ppl who invited, and Im invited! lalala.... It will held at a bar at Avenue K if im not mistaken.

Im kinda nervous right now! I dont have nice clothes to wear! =(
I got bruised on my leg everywhere!!!!!!! left leg and also my right leg, it's getting better but it's not fully recover yet, thanks to the stupid thaiclub's stage and my sofa. And today I knocked on sumthing hard on my head when im in the toilet. Im getting dumber and dumber. If Ash know about this, she is going to laugh at me for whole day!

Today there are so little ppl on9, Im waiting for choi wah to on9~~ finally..she came on9 at 2+ wheeeeee~~ I told her about the press conference, and she said im lying~ haihz.. Do I look like con woman?!!!! Hmmppppp!

And our conversation goess.......LIKE THIS!!
me: what if reporter ask me how about the shoes, how am i going to ans?!?!?!

choi wah: wif english slang 'its very very comfortable.. you should try it... i can run with it .......'

me: nono..i think like this :" oh well..this shoe...1st i saw it..i love it..i told myself i must buy it..and finally i bought it..it's high but stable..oh well..1 day..i took ktm..the train came and i run with the heels, thats no prob for me to run, coz it's so stable, everybody look at me..why i can run so fast with the heels...oh well...the ans is very simple and short! coz it's stable and nice to wear"

me: I think my sis will kill me! Mempersiasuikan!

choi wah: yea man! wahahhahahahaha! laughing my ass off!

it's stupid, im thinking too much, mayb there are nobody will bother me. mayb I will be the youngest there! thats why they come for me?!?!? BAH! i feel like giving myself a slap..due to my stupid-ness. It sounds silly! I must bring camera~~~

Tomorrow is moral paper! but I still havent memories any moral value yet, nvm, tonight will do! I miss my schoolmate!! after econs paper, we r going to bid farewell. oh..how sad!

After SPM, i got prom?! mayb ..if i get a dress! genting trip with chin Yi? or..my ji mui..Alvin! hmmm....den..Bali trip?! Christmas!!! buying christmas pressie...den..make a keychain for some1! den..new year...OH YEA!!! very important 1..i need to learn driving~~ so i can drive here and there~~ wheeeeeee! then..is new year! going where to countdown? with who?! havent plan yet. Im so fortunate enough, im not choosen for NS! so im going to work for 2 months! lalalala.... ok la..stop crapping!

Going to memories my moral value . TONIGHT!

2006-11-29T01:22:00.000+08:00

finally..my pc ok alr, but everything gone, coz my stupid bro took it and format the comp without back up anything! NVM! And the connection is so bloody slow for the whole day, I cant blog until now, I must blog in the midnight. Saturday night, we(leng, wai leng, teng and kenny) went to thaiclub and clubbing, that was my very 1st of real clubbing.Alot of lala..the people there duno how to dance! i thought it will be very fun...how I know... damn bored..me and leng have to entertain ourselves. It were so pack inside!! Peoples kept stepping on my darling heels!!! I damn pissed! I met kenny's friend, there is..YC, a girl(i forgotten what's her name) and 1 is gombak(what a funny nick). I don't need to spend a cent on that night at all, coz YC treat us. Okay okay..at 1st..i dance on the floor..near the stage! den!!! ALL OF THEM!! push me up to the stage..OMG~~ I felt so shy, my face gone red, my heart beat abnormal. I still dance..on the stage..ppl crowded..and scream..-_-'''. I bruised my knee coz i knocked the stage. damn freaking pain. That day..we drank vodka...sum mixture alcohol. Im drunk! even i dance i cant stand in the stable condition, i kept moving left..right..left right. The music SUX!! I dun like R&B, trance music is much more BETTER!! Wai leng go crazy, she is drunk and dance like sum kind of weird people. LOL. We clubbing until 3am, Teng vomitted on the street, after that she got so SEMANGAT! We rest at the mamak, the food YUCK! slept at 5.30a.m. HOribble.

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Sunday we went to watch Happy feet! Eeee...the baby penguin is super cute, it's funny too! Overall. the movie is not bad! hehe...that day we planned to take sticker photo. why?! no why...hehe..mayb I never bring my camera out, thats why.. =p After that we went to eat mamak. hehe...the food are nice! I liek nasi lemak..i think im addicted!

Dong dong head to Korea alr~ Did u buy me souvenir?!? ginseng candy?! did u meet my idol!? BoA?!

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Holiday are really boring! I can die...might go to Genting after SPM. I must go man!! and paintball!!!! Ai leng!!! hurry up find out all the info! we must make the plan on!! just now chat with wai leng..our conversation is abit..funny? i guess so...

here it goes..

nimitsneki_7 says:
okok

nimitsneki_7 says:
yes mum!!!!

.:.Ding Dong``` ●◦◊≥ ``Ķ ĕ η Î χ eousss ≤◊◦● I wanna be with you says:
...

.:.Ding Dong``` ●◦◊≥ ``Ķ ĕ η Î χ eousss ≤◊◦● I wanna be with you says:
im still young

.:.Ding Dong``` ●◦◊≥ ``Ķ ĕ η Î χ eousss ≤◊◦● I wanna be with you says:
u can call me madame

.:.Ding Dong``` ●◦◊≥ ``Ķ ĕ η Î χ eousss ≤◊◦● I wanna be with you says:
not mom

.:.Ding Dong``` ●◦◊≥ ``Ķ ĕ η Î χ eousss ≤◊◦● I wanna be with you says:
u r not maid..unless u call maria

nimitsneki_7 says:
okay miss rabbit teeth

** Today I learned the new dance, it's broadway, sumthing like showgirl dance in Las Vegas, get it?! It's so damn hard!!!!! harder than hip hop..latin and all... Exhausted!! U have to dance with chair..hat and...lots more.. It's elegant and sexy! HOHOHO... Can u imgine..your foot have to point out to the left side..but your knee have to face infront! damn hard! k k..anyway..i LOVE the dance!

Emoness...

2006-11-27T01:41:00.000+08:00

People always cant get what they want. I cant think of any other way to let you know. Time are running fast, Im running out of time!!! I want to let u know!!!!!! But...there are always lack of courageous. Cant believe that Im so lack of confidence and courageous at this time, I dare not to take the risk, I cant afford to lose anything..esspecially sumthing important, precious and exceptional. I rather stay at this stage than making a step forward and try.

I DARE NOT!!!! *cross my finger and pray* God..pls..gimme the courageous! I need some miracle!!!

The song that describe my feelings right now!!!

babi day

2006-11-25T02:41:00.000+08:00

Yest night, dong dong never comfirm his ans with me, so! I have to wake him up in the morning today and he will gimme the ans. Around 10a.m, I called and wake up him, he sounds BLUR like a babi. After that I sms him and he never reply, so i thought he went to sleep again, actually he ter-left his phone in the house and he went out, very good! OK, finally he came on9! Ta Daaa! Yay! we r going for movie today..I got to watch the movie, STEP UP! I took taxi there, coz im almost late, and he said he will be late, so...I must go and queue up the bloody long queue and buy the ticket. movie started at 2.45, and he came at 3.10 i guess...LOL! I waited like babi. Im hungry, instead of waiting i went to McD and bought the fillet set, and put in my bag..hehe..so i can eat inside the cinema.

The movie was owesome! It's all about hip hop! whoa...i tell u..that guy...CHUN!!! hehe...after movie we walk around, and we found out that KLCC is actually damn boring, so! we take train to bukit bintang(the lala's paradise). We planned to do something, we wanted to play bowling, but it's too expensive and not worth it. den we went to arcade center at time square, we played this stupid arcade game, ppl crowded around us. LOL! it's damn nice to play with dong dong, cause he is very 'gan chao' hahaha..nola..jk..very fair...=p

I tell u! dong dong is sooooo freaking SARCASTIC! he cant stop a minute to be sarcasm. tak boleh tahan! I laugh all day long! after walking around, we felt damn tired...i mean..really tired until U dun feel like walking and sit on the floor. we ate dinner at Delifrance, LOL, his pasta was BAD!! tasteless..and mine...ok la..not too bad..better than HIS 1!!! ngiek ngiek.. b4 that he said im copycat, i followered what he want, so i change to this beef brisket, hehe...seems like it's a good choice, at least mine are more tasty than his 1, babi!!! Now days..i realize that I like to call ppl babi! and mayb..Im always calling that and i dun noticed and today i noticed it!!! and guess what..dong dong also like to call ppl babi...-_-''' COPYCAT LA U! BABI! After the main coarse, we got this desert, which is cherry ice cream,The ice cream was cold and the cherry was hot, how ridiculous?! how come like this?? and i let dong dong try, he kept saying that..the cherry was very hot..and his esspression like the the cherry is 100 celcius... his espression even hotter than the cherry! i laugh my head off.

After that I followed him back to his place, which is ampang..some area that I dont really know! He took his own sweet time to only-he-knows-what-he-did-at-home. me and edward chit chat in his car..so hot! FINALLY, i saw dong dong's car appeared, wheeee~~ can ciao alr! I bump into his car and edward put his car key back to his house..while waiting for this dude, me and dong dong took a pic! hehe...
On the way to 1u, edward and dong dong's conversation were so....HILARIOUS!!! they speak to each other with malay like.." kasih minyak banyak banyak", "pusing kiri..cantik!", "jalan ni ada banyak lubang,jalan kiri sikit..ohh..ni cantik!" I tell u..they r full of sarcasm!My jaw are quite in a tired condition due to laughing too much today! Dong dong dropped me at hartamas..coz i dont wannna join them to 1u.

After that is yum cha session with ai leng and wai leng...

x_x

2006-11-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

I've done something today which I dont know it's correct or wrong or..nothing wrong or correct! Hmmm...I dont know why i did that. Haihz...kenix..kenix! what r u doing!!!?!?!??!

I told Jocelyn about what I've done, she said it's normal...it's normal..I take it as normal, but it still kept playing on my mind. 1st and the last okay!!!! Although Me and 'dd' are just friend..but..what i've done today..i feel bad..and abit guilty for him! okay..im talking about 2 diffrent person now! i guess u guys dont understand at all...nvm..

Im not like that, when when when?? when did i change?? since when?!?!

arrgghhhh!!!! so emo!!!

My dad is abit weird today, normally when he came home he talks alot, but today he is so quiet, dont even talk with my dog...i feel so uncomfortable and quite worry!

2006-11-23T12:19:00.000+08:00

Woohoooo!!! Let's celebrate! All the main subj finished. ngiek ngiek... 2 more papers to go~ today's paper was quite easy..at least easier than school's paper!

I need to sleep from day till night..from night till another day!!!! 24 hours, 1440 minutes, 86400 seconds. Im lack of sleep!

Yest something happened that made me felt so speechless. Dont ever make yourself like so innocent, and...it's so ridiculous, don't u know that? Come on, don't pretend that you duno this and that so that you can cover from what u have done! that's WORST! what does it benefit you by telling me that when your reputation was totally destroyed by your own?? BAH! im just indifferent!

3 more subj! Wheee~~~

2006-11-22T19:41:00.000+08:00

2 more weeks i can throw away all the BOOKS!!! hohoho... then my room will be CLEAN! because now my room is in the god-knows-how-messy-with-books. I got no idea why I like to put my book on the bed after i read it, so the books that i took out never I display it back to the place it suppose to be...hence! the books getting more and more around my room! Tomorrow we got science paper...next friday is moral paper...den next next tuesday and wednesday is econ's paper! LULULULU....

Mayb this friday going to watch STEP UP with dong dong. All his friends watched left him, LOL! how bout me? yea! my cousin went to watched and left me! 2 pity human...'abandoned' by thier friends... our friends kept saying how great is the movie but none of them ask us to go and watch. lol... dumb dumb.

Mom took leave for these 2 days just to go to school and pick me up. All my friends had planned for activities-after-SPM. but I got no idea hat to do at all...mayb I just stay home and sleep..hehe.on9..den cook? Haihz... i still duno what to study when I go to college, I dono which college to enter! Dad suggested me some plan. Fashion or Business?? if fashion I must learn french right after SPM without any hesitation, if Business...I can just sleep eat and play til march! NONO....Ash said she wants to work with me, believe IT! We planned to work at Bangsar so that the pay is higher! Wohhooo! that time I can drive, Ash can drive! Everybody can drive..yay!!!!

Okay..need to cook now! Ciao!